so its been like 6 months or so since i last updated. just thought i would put a few lines in here for the heck of it.

spent a long night with some good friends last night. went to bed at like 5am. for as tired as i was and am today it was worth it.

the woman makes me happy.

1. Take this list, post it into your own LJ, and mark the movies you've seen ( Read more... )

how come I can't sleep anymore because of all the thoughts running through my mind, but when i go to write them down my mind goes blank?

i just want a fucking hug

i don't even care from who anymore (at least for the most part)

blah

it had been a happy night

and then you called

and wanted to stop by

but i couldn't let you

and now i am sad :-(

but you won't read this

and you won't understand

because you are drunk

i miss you so much .....

i have these things building up inside me that i want to say. i want to wait until they are all there to say it all at once. but i have this feeling that i will never be able to form them all all at once. they are all things that i have said before. but before even if i didn't say them they would eventually leave my mind. this time they won't ( Read more... )

for now i lose

but in the long run i will win

whatever is necessary will be done ... i will not lose you again

I've been having these urges to update ... but i really don't know about what.

There are things going on in my life ... in my mind ... but i really don't feel like commenting on them in an open forum.

**Really glad the first half of design is done ... now I just hope we didn't completely overlook something and subsequently fail it.

akwardly good ... is that the right way to descirbe tonight? I think so.

while all my decisions and opinions may be my own and can be constructed in my own mind without knowing anything of the environment within which they are made, knowing what is out there helps to know which ones to express and when.