Actually have not been on LJ for... approx. 60 weeks, or so it says.
So, here we go.

Split decisions, cause I like the way we are, but I miss the way we were.
Make sense? Who the fck cares. 
Ok, so ELEVATOR ETIQUETTE.
If you're taking your sweet ass time, you stand on the right.
If you have places to go, you walk on the left. 
Really, why don't people ( Read more... )

i just cant.
resisting the pull.
resisting all temptation.
running away from all hope.
this is new territory

to sum it all up:
-bruised shin. stupid icy stairs.
-feet are in pain.
-ears are ringing
-hungry
-my voice is completely gone
-i sound like an old man
-2 afterparties, declined.
-i had a blast.

LIT: 
passed ! 58 / 90
i hate ben with a passion.
would've ( Read more... )

i dont even give a fucking rats ass anymore.
probably not attending semi.
btw, nobody asked you to make me happy
cause clearly, none of us are at the moment.
making such minuscule things into a big deal.
its a fucking table at semi-formal.
its just sometimes, not everything has to revolve around you.

finish each day and be done with it.
you have done what ( Read more... )

oh, thats just great.

we have no compatibility
we dont click
jus put me outta my misery.
pondering decision over decision.
i'll miss it, thats for sure.
regrets, of course
but what can i do ?

SEMI FORMAL ANTICIPATIONS.
note: we're making our own table bitches
jolie, jay-c, kim, jeremy, lauren (?), eric (?), chelsea, rachel, taylor, julian + guest (?)

v-day, tmr.
oh , what a ( Read more... )

things are changing. for the better? maybe.
keeping them close, but at a distance.
our bonding moments, relief.
a smile, plastered on my face
nothings wrong, right?
stop pretending, face it. its done
separated, different directions.
who knows? 
i sure dont.

my place, kris & brad
grudge 2, scary? not so scary? ugly faces.
jay-c, crippled. not so much of an accident, i suppose
the guessing game, im a noob
romeo and juliet. frigg'n hell, save me from such intricate literature
cravings: chocolate cake, with melted chocolate on the inside.
dessert's night, friday. a pleasure, always
blueberry cheesecake? sounds ( Read more... )

its different.
everythings different.
trying to accept the change.
its gona take time.

the quarter - life crisis.

my new obsession:
LOLLIPOPS. yum