I'm not the recent Blogger I used to be, anymore ( Read more... )

I feel the need to split my yearly summary into two parts, as if I was two people at once. Why? Because I don't want to bother non-fade fans with all my fade-blah and want to give close friends a chance to have a look at what I have been up to BESIDES fade, in a personal way. ~ Since the fade-perspective is more fun for me though and easier to sum ( Read more... )

I'm on my way
I'm on my way to lose it all
I'm a stranger to myself, I can't go on
I'm all outta space
And I'm surrounded by the wall
I believe that my mind has caught a million stormsIt's been seven days now ( Read more... )

when if you vanish, I will follow...

In the shadows it awakes the desire
But you know that you can't realize
And the pressure will just keep rising
Now the heat is on...

My clock mercilessly announces 11PM - yet, I don't feel like being able to rest.
Ever since I returned from yesterday's mission of having a skype interview in collaboration with "akataiyou no nihon" and fade I have been ( Read more... )

Only 2 weeks have passed since my last post, this time.
It's amazing how it always feels so much longer though.
The days seem to fly by, looking at the dates, but living them they feel endless...

So what have I been up to?

Basically it may seem like the regular stuff, but I have recognized some really important things, I guess.
I have received the ( Read more... )

Still far away from where I belong
But it's always darkest before the dawn
So you can doubt and you can hate
But I know, no matter what it takes...

Slowly but steadily autumn changes for winter.
Almost all leaves have fallen down from the trees by now, the night comes sooner and sooner every day and even the days feel a lot colder already.
It kind of ( Read more... )

Seems it's been a month since the last time I dropped some lines here, about how things are going or what I'm up to.
Feels like so much longer...

I barely know how or where to start.
It seems like the last time I wrote, I was quite optimistic about my life and about changes for good. I guess I'm not totally pessimistic either, now, but as the leaves ( Read more... )

I did not come here for saving,
I'm just trying to accept
the way it is, the way it is.

Sitting in complete dark, listening to peaceful, thoughtful tunes coming out of my speakers, staring down, from my sofa like a queen from her thrown... enwrapped in my blanket, like in a golden robe...
Shining back at me like all the riches that I own:
The lights of ( Read more... )

So, I am going to split my last days in two entries and gonna start with the eve of 22nd before reviewing my last days from a more personal perspective.

Reason?
This post here is mainly to tell a little abut the event and show off some of the Photos I had taken, whereas the 2nd entry will be more for friends who care about what's happening in my life ( Read more... )