Z took me out t' get my dress altered so I can hide my knives. Thank God I picked up a thigh-sheath.

*fidgets*

Showin' too much leg.

*adjusts the neckline, pulling it a bit lower*

I'm the Cap'n's date. Could be worse, cuz he IS damn good lookin'.

Anyone know if he's got a girl already?

Inara dropped off the dress I'm supposed to wear for the job coming up.

Nuh-uh, man. This is...it's too nice for someone like me.

I'll just...it'll get dirty, or rip, or something.

I'm not the pretty things type of girl. Never have been. I can't do this.

Goddammit.

I haven't felt this scared, or powerless since I was 12.

FUCK!

I feel like I slept two days. And like I got dragged across a four lane highway on my face.

Jayne...that asshole...

It's not the first time I got hit for turning someone down...

Although, it's probably the first time in a long time I turned someone down, come to think of it.

Jesus...I need a stiff drink and some thinking time ( Read more... )

Ow. My jaw feels like it's half-broken.

I oughtta brain that asshole for this. I just wanted some sparring, not a total knock-down drag out.

My face...my face is gonna be all swollen.

Fuck...

You gotta be kidding me.

I didn't even go to my PROM, because I was worried how stupid I'd look in the gown.

I am *NOT* a dress-up-and-eat-canapes kind of girl.

I'm actually more of a "Sweaty good time in the backseat" kind of girl.

This is gonna be fun...not.

Crap, I'm hungover.

I'm also missing Sunnydale.

I need my head examined.

Possibly after more sleep.

Someone, just shoot me and put me out of my...ulp...

*dashes for the bathroom*

Ok...

Seriously strange things going on in board this ship.

I just got a shiny new present...hell, two of 'em...and now, I see that Pig...and then, I see it AGAIN in a different room.

Are there two pigs now, or am I going space mad?

Gettin' that itch.

No, not the sex one.

The fight one.

I need t' know just how I can handle myself without the extra strength, and speedy healing thing.

I need a fight...but how do I do it when I don't have that "I know I can win" thing goin' for me anymore?

Man...I need a drink, more than anything. Wonder if the big guy knows where I can ( Read more... )

Bought four nice, pretty new knives.

got a gun, too, but I don't like those things. Long time ago, had a bad experience happen in front of me, involved a gun, an' an old boyfriend. Rather not talk about it.

Think I'll set up a block o' wood in the cargo bay an' practice with the knives. See if I still got the touch.