We spent two years together and in the end I was given less than expected and my heart was broken. It was once red, warm and radiant and while it slowly broke, the red turned transparent and its warmth and radiance was overcome by the coldness that I felt. My heart was broken into glassy pieces. And nothing felt worse.

As I mend those transparent ( Read more... )

Title: Infatuation
Chapter: 11/11
Author: redeemeroflight
Genre: Angst, Love, Humor, possible xxx?
Ratings: NC-17
Warnings: Attempted Rape, & Sex
Pairings: Shou/Gackt, and mentions of the rest of A9 boys and Miyavi.
Summary: Shou gives up being nothing to Gackt one night only to be introduced to him while hes arms were around someone else. But Gackt ( Read more... )

Title: Infatuation
Chapter: 10/11
Author: redeemeroflight
Genre: Angst, Love, Humor, possible xxx?
Ratings: NC-17
Warnings: Attempted Rape, violence and angst.
Pairings: Shou/Gackt, and mentions of the rest of A9 boys and Miyavi.
Summary: Shou gives up being nothing to Gackt one night only to be introduced to him while hes arms were around someone else ( Read more... )

Title: Infatuation
Chapter: 9/??
Author: redeemeroflight
Genre: Angst, Love, Humor, possible xxx?
Ratings: NC-17
Warnings: Attempted Rape, violence and angst.
Pairings: Shou/Gackt, and mentions of the rest of A9 boys and Miyavi.
Summary: Shou gives up being nothing to Gackt one night only to be introduced to him while hes arms were around someone else. ( Read more... )

Title: Infatuation
Chapter: 8/??
Author: redeemeroflight
Genre: Angst, Love, Humor, possible xxx?
Ratings: NC-17
Pairings: Shou/Gackt, and mentions of the rest of A9 boys and Miyavi.
Summary: Shou gives up being nothing to Gackt one night only to be introduced to him while hes arms were around someone else. But Gackt sees something different in him ( Read more... )

I spent the whole day at work just wanting to get out as early as I could so I can go pick up Shou for lunch. I guess you could say I was a little bit excited. Okay, I was really excited. Plus, I don’t really want to be here. Everyone’s noticing the unnatural glow of happiness I had on my face and they’re teasing me about it like we were high ( Read more... )

“Gackt…” I whispered as I traced his brow as he sleeps.

“Gackt…” I whispered again trying to softly wake him up, this time I drew an invisible line from his brow down to his nose.

His features are God like. He looks like a heroic Greek statue incarnated into a human being. He was gorgeous, more than gorgeous. I just can’t explain. It’s beyond ( Read more... )

Title: Infatuation
Chapter: 5/5??
Author: redeemeroflight
Genre: Angst, Love, Humor, possible xxx?
Ratings: NC-17
Pairings: Shou/Gackt, Hiroto/Nao and mentions of the rest of A9 boys and Miyavi.
Summary: Shou gives up being nothing to Gackt one night only to be introduced to him while hes arms were around someone else. But Gackt sees something different in him ( Read more... )

Title: Infatuation
Chapter: 4/??
Author: redeemeroflight
Genre: Angst, Love, Humor, possible xxx?
Ratings: NC-17
Pairings: Shou/Gackt, Hiroto/Nao and mentions of the rest of A9 boys and Miyavi.
Summary: Shou gives up being nothing to Gackt one night only to be introduced to him while hes arms were around someone else. But Gackt sees something different in him and ( Read more... )

Miyavi didn’t say anything else, he just stood suddenly put down his guitar and grabbed my arm and dragged me out of the studio and into the rather deserted PSC corridor. He maneuvered me straight then left and right and right again to a door that opened to a recording booth within it was actually a practice room and within that practice room was ( Read more... )