Today I cried...Saki looked at me as I walked in and she said...if it wasnt something i wanted so badly, i would give up everything just to be with you...but you know how much this means to me...

i melted

Life is getting so much more paradoxical, now that I am single again, actually its leaning more towards despondency...I mean I am single and that is supposedly a benefit for my age, but when I look at Saki sometimes I literally have to leave the room because I am breaking into tears. I have to say that I love her, and knowing I cant have her is ( Read more... )

Well I talked to Dane's mother and she is starting up school in the Fall of 2006, of course I will be graduated by then, so since she is starting school and going full time, she isnt going to raise Dane anymore, so he will live with me. My parents said they will give me some lee way, once I graduate there going to wait until I get a place to stay ( Read more... )

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I am just sitting here in computer forensics bored out of my mind...there is no end to it...Saki and I are going out tonight, salsa dancing! I cant wait...It should be really interesting, she said she bought a hot little black and red dress just for the occasion, and surprise surprise I bought something too. I have a black pin stripe with red shirt ( Read more... )

This is probably over sharing my life a bit, but last night was an experience I will never forget, the passion in the night was beautiful, Saki and I cried together, but that was not the night. I look at this live journal as a place to confess and speak of my inner feelings and such.

Last night when I came home from work, Saki had the dining room ( Read more... )