I cannot wait to get home. I might pull in tomorrow night. I desperately need to be delivered from this hypocrisy. I cannot wait to see my sister, my friends, anyone. I hope Katie has time on Sunday… I feel like I just realized how ‘small’ I am. I wish I had someone to cry to.

Still and again. I don't even feel like myself here. This place is a definite lesson in tolerance and patience. When kindness doesn't work, then sternness does not work, and when finally anger fails... what else is there? How do you ever deal with another person if there is no way to dal with them? No way to communicate? It's just a lesson in ( Read more... )

Because in it I see happiness. :-D

Not me. Though I can't help it. I wish I could. I wish my capacity for empathy came with a light switch. One month. Not even that. One lost to crazy and another wrongfully blamed for the faults of others. The mentally deceased, I had little contact with. The story tells us how he collected logs late one night and transported them upstairs to the ( Read more... )

They cut off Facebook. So I can only access this now. Oh well. I can write more here anyways ( Read more... )

I suddenly feel like myself again. Time to put an end to the shit I got myself into and get back on track. This life may suck, but God I'm awesome. ;-)

I miss home. At least this place is better/easier than last deployment. Everyone needs to say hi more so james.maples@cvn68.navy.mil

Miss you all. Hasta.

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So, I need a new years resolution... Since I cannot think of one, I need your help. Yes you. What do you think I should change and/or accomplish?

Thanks for the help kids! :-D

-Pace

So, nothing special but Im typing this on my PS3. Yeah, Im that cool. Not to mention Im on leave till the 11th as of today. All this and a new roommate.

Life is good. :-D

-Pace

I have had a great last five days or so... It really is too bad though.