is starting to realize that idea of love and romance is just a myth... is seriously feeling in the ways of love.. unloved and not wanted .. in the sense of who i really am.. vs what other see on the outside.. the joys of life... woot

i love how some ppl who don't even know me and in this particular incident.. i have never met has the balls to say that i have slept with most of city club, im a corner whore and that i cheat on my boyfriend.. oh and that im just a fuck buddy ( Read more... )

I finally decided to write in my lj again.. well lets see.. whats been going on ( Read more... )

ok ppl here's a quick update on my life ( Read more... )

well the day is here.. a year has already past... kind of weird... for those of you that don't know what Im talking about to marks the one year anniversity of my father's death... he died from brain cancer but don't feel sorry he didn't suffer. my father Martin lead an great life.. he work all the time, did his work in the garden growing all kinds ( Read more... )

if you love me.. come visit me at mephisto's tonight

tonight me and a group of friends went to necto... our usual route was closes thanks to fucking construction.. so on the way back i ended go back with ally and zak ..on 94... well it turned out there was a guy going the WRONG WAY!! on 94.. Denise, ron, allison,and aaron just missed him a few miles before us.. but we (ally,zakand myself..) tryed to ( Read more... )

I NEED A CURTIAN GIRL (WHO WILL BE IN BRA, BOOTY SHORTS AND BODY PAINT)... AND 1 MORE EXTRA... ... FOR THE SHOW ON THE 26TH... in the next entry I will up date on my life...

MY BODIES HURTS FROM OZZFEST...BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT I got to meet Disturbed..so it made my day :)Plus I met some interesting pepole and if all goes well there will be some interesting things to come ....;) ..oh and also GET YOUR ASSES TO MEPHISTO'S ON WEDNESDAY NIGHTS.. come hang with Dj-egor, Belezbubb, and the hot n sexy cage dancers!! ( Read more... )

A NEW ADDITION TO THE SHOW... FALLEN ANGEL WILL BE DOING A FIRE PREFORMANCE AT 10PM ( Read more... )