So tell me how I Jinxed myself?
Pretty Gay.
But anyway, Old habits die hard.
That's all I'm sayin.

It doesn't even feel like school's over ( Read more... )

I hate that my parents and family don't really trust my judgment... at all. Like, I've had a majority of guys for friends since i was in middle school. I know how they think, I know what's on their mind 24/7, and I let them know that I know. I'm not dumb enough to get taken advantage of, I'm not naive enough to think that if I'm alone with a guy he ( Read more... )

I think I've found my niche. Where I don't care what we're doing, just as long as the group is together. I don't feel uncomfortable even though I know no one's gonna get with me that day. I really like where I'm at at the moment and even if things change, at least I'm here now.

I haven had much to post abou lately. I took two AP tests in a row on wednesday and did amazing on the English one and did pretty well but not as good as I wouldve liked to do on the art history one. Oh well the grade isn't important for this year ( Read more... )

i hate how fleeting life and happiness are in my world. Chris broke up with me because i hit him for telling me he cheated on me and then telling me he was kidding... he wasn't worth it ( Read more... )

So Christopher broke up with his girlfriend NOT because of me. But yeah he almost immediately started dating me. Which was really cute. He's so good for me. I never feel uncomfortable around him or too silly or too stupid or too anything. I've been able to be completely and utterly honest with him about everything. Recently I told him things I've ( Read more... )

I always tell myself I'm going to do something, or not going to do something, and the opposite seems to always happen. I'm not going to prom, but it's for the best cause I need the money for the car. I'm not doing that kickboxing class or running because I'm way too lazy. I want to lose the weight though, I just need to find an easier way to do it ( Read more... )

I hate dress shopping.
I'm starting a kick boxing class (hopefully) or I'm just gonna start running.
Point being, i need to lose serious weight.

I used to live everyday looking forward to a later hour or later date.
Lately I've been living everyday as it comes and, though I'm not 100% happy with the life I'm now leading, it'll do for now.

I've finally found my comfort zone where nothing really can make me fully and completely upset.
except my weight but whatever.

i just need to keep my grades up and get done school so i can be done.
oh and save enough money for my car.
i'm going to prom with chris brennan... maybe. depending on how much money i have to waste on the night.

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