I stood in the valley below the hill and looked away at the gold-yellow mountains that rise into the cloudy blue, and at the long gray stretches of rolling sand. It all reminded me of the Devil and the Happiness he will bring me ( Read more... )

"I had felt so much love. If I had looked at all the records I’d kept, the records I’d kept were almost entirely records of love. I kept records of love as if it had been an entire business, or a series of businesses, of which someday there might be an audit. You would think there was nothing more to my life than love if you had ever seen these ( Read more... )

I feel a little silly for having four boyfriends' worth of Gmail labels but I'm still not deleting any of them

We Were Super Inappropriate At That Restaurant And Probably Should Never Go Back.

that I think I would have found college a lot easier, like, emotionally if I had worn a leather jacket all the time. Since I got mine everything has pretty much been different.

Top 10 Songs to Find On the iPod When You're Stuck In a Car With An Ex You Have No Lingering Feelings For and His Girlfriend, and Then He Gets Out and Goes To the Backseat to Grope Her While You Are Still In the Car

really fucked up this time, financially, but at least I am able to think, I suppose I'll get through it somehow.

I remember one morning in fall 2007 waking up and stumbling to the bathroom to violently vomit. In the past 24 hours I had only consumed a glass or two of orange juice. I did not have enough time to pull the door shut and my roommate lay there in revulsion, listening to me ( Read more... )

to feel such an intense personal hatred for somebody that I have met once for about a minute, just at the description of the pain she caused to someone I love. And I couldn't find any way to express or release it other than to say obliquely, "I really can't stand people who do X. They strike me as so un-self aware ( Read more... )

upon hearing that I had taken a Wittgenstein course, responded, "She probably read it in German. She's kicking your ass ( Read more... )