well this sucks

Ya know...I had this entire situation figured out and then OF COURSE I'm thrown out of my own loop.

I don't understand it but I guess I'm supposed to learn from this somehow.

All I want is to lie in bed with you.

I can't sleep--all I can do is think. Not to mention the heat doesn't help with anything. I thought warm weather was supposed to help you get to sleep easier? Gross. I hate being sticky if I didn't work for it.

I just don't know.

Can't wait for friday.

Cannot wait.

I feel like I'm in this awkward limbo--waiting for the day that I'm on the boat looking at the island. I'm just waiting for all of my work to be magically done and handed in. I'm ready to be bored and not know what to do with myself. When i'm here I want to be home and when i'm home I want to be at school. I'm just a needy bitch. Oh well...the ( Read more... )

I wonder how many people in the world hate me? I mean...I don't REALLY give a shit but it might be mildly hilarious to know.

Hmmm..too much time in this damn library.

I'd give anything to have a piece of what a lot of people have. I know it's bad to indulge in the desire of other peoples lives--to want a at all is selfish. I find myself constantly writing about the things in life that I want and all the while I feel so awful for doing so. I guess I can't help myself-can't help feeling what I feel. Sometimes it's ( Read more... )

I want I want I want.

All of it.

Mile a minute for sure.

Always getting jazzed about things that will never happen.

It's a heartbreaker.

I have discovered another side of myself ( Read more... )