So I've neglected this journal for about 5 years. Well, truthfully, more than five years. I've made some vein attempts at finding myself similar online venues for which to speak my stupid flipping mind, but nothing feels quite right. I suppose the subjectiveness of journaling takes a good deal of pressure off my mind. I mean, what the fuck do I ( Read more... )

So I've neglected this journal for about 5 years. Well, truthfully, more than five years. I've made some vein attempts at finding myself similar online venues for which to speak my stupid flipping mind, but nothing feels quite right. I suppose the subjectiveness of journaling takes a good deal of pressure off my mind. I mean, what the fuck do I ( Read more... )

Never again LJ,
let's be blood brothers. yay!

I saw Mommy kissing Santa Claus
Underneath the The crapper last night.

I Saw Mommy Kissing Santa Claus
from the Christmas Song Generator.

I love it when people pretend to know anything about your life.

How exactly to you get one foot to step in front of another without awkwardly slipping sideways into a ditch?

This whole summer has been an awkward confused debacle of an existence for me. I'm still out of work and sucking up meager amounts of compensation. I've been toying between going to grad school NOW (instead of later when I might get funding for it), applying for the Peace Corps (don't ask, I'de rather just randomly tell everyone I'm leaving for ( Read more... )

Never made it as a wise man ( Read more... )

I get sooo fucking sick and tired of hearing the same old story: A woman goes to a doctor because she thinks there is seriously something wrong with her, and the doctor tells her she's having "woman problems" and over exaggerating and needs to go home. There is so much sexism in regards to woman and pain in our society it's ridiculous. Even after I ( Read more... )

You know, I knew that living with my sisters wasn't going to be easy. I knew that the house would be messy and there would be wonderful sisterly fights that would be over and done with in a matter of 2 hours... but I DIDN'T know that I would be treated like my mother in her absence. I DIDN'T know that I would feel like a maid. I seriously don't ask ( Read more... )