So ive been writing alot about baseball...sadly most of its been negative. Despite a path that i dont think many of us expected we reached our goal, the state tournament. I think we're peaking, i think this is the most confidence we've had all year and i think we're playing the best we have this year. The otherday we were tied 4-4 in i think the ( Read more... )

So we jus beat Newington in the JV game 7-4. It feels much better than losing. Varsity won yesterday and we drove home blasting music and goofin around in the cars. Thats fun to me. I dont enjoy losing...even if i dont play in the game. Im not saying after a loss i come home and crawl into the fetal position and cry and cut myself, but it jus takes ( Read more... )

So today we had another player arrested, and proceeded to lose 12-0. Bristol Easterns a good team, and we played pretty well, but 12-0 is not something we should be used to, however sadly we are. In fact were so comfortable with it we can fuck around after a game and talk bout doing 8-balls. Now when i say this i certainly dont meen everyone, in ( Read more... )

So lately i been doin alot of thinking. Im not gonna lie some of its been kinda deep. I been playing alot of catch with my dad lately. I never realized how much fun jus playing catch is. It reminds me of back in the days, how much fun baseball used to be, before all the pressure and the yelling and worrying about varsity or jv or playing time, when ( Read more... )

It needs to be summer soon...this summer is gonna be kick ass...period.

Baseball is officially the only thing in my life that matters. I think me and some real close ppl have drifted a lil apart...its alright we'll get it back. Uhh yea thats about it.

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So its been a while since i updated and even longer since it was a happy update, so i figured in this one id list all the good things goin on.

List of Good Things

My birthday is Thursday

Baseball Season is gettin closer everyday (pitchers and catchers 3/13, regular practice 3/20)

Summer <3 <3 <3 is getting closer everyday ( Read more... )

Friday i wrote an entry about Brianna's death. As i told some1 earlier tonight...things take a while to hit me...i dont kno that it totally has yet...but it certainly seems more real everyday. The memorial serice Friday was emotional, that made it seem more real. There was a song played there Friday that i wanted to put in here but i couldnt find ( Read more... )

Ive kinda been sittin here with this open for a few minutes now...I wanna write but im really procrastinating...it always feels weirder to say stuff u kno. I knew something had happened going into school this mornin but didnt kno wat. Someone was upset in HR...did my best to console them i guess, not knowing what happened. When morning annoucements ( Read more... )