just found out last nite that my best friend has breast and uterine cancer. she is 23 and relly wanted kids. i am in shock. i dont even know how to wrap my head around this.

my grandmother died last week from a brain tumor. i missed the funeral due to my broken jeep.

this is getting ot be too much....

so my jeep broke down last weekend. if we were still in wv that wouldnt have been such a big deal, but where we live now it is a huge pain in the butt.  i decided to make the best of it and get out and walk with my hubby. i have racked up 10  miles this week and lost 4 lbs. i havent really changed  my diet a whole lot. just the never ending walking ( Read more... )

well, after much stress, our roomate is moving out. it will be quiet here again and i dont have to walk around on eggshells in my own house.  on top of that, we got a letter from the dmv about our minivan, turns out it wont cost as much as i thought to register the van. that means... we get tax check...we get a legal running minivan.  i also go ( Read more... )

having alot of stress because of all the upcoming changes. took it out on my poor house. cleaned the living room, dining room, kitchen and did 3 loads of laundry. i really wish some of the other people in my house would help more often.  erg, frustrated. i spent my work out time cleaning up this house.  and to top it off, i ate 3 fricking candy ( Read more... )

i just found an amazing deal on space bags. i am so excited. packing for moving and storage is going to be so easy.  thats the good part of my day. the man that wants to be my minivan sent his cousin by to lookk at it. hopefully they will buy it and make my life easier. we went to the dmv today to get a title for it, which was easy but took forever ( Read more... )

we have a set of friends that live in alaska. they are so excited about us moving up there. they have started looking for housing/jobs/ ect for us. they have offered us everything from shelter to food to deposits for utilities. i have never met such kind giving before in my life. the cool thing is, she was my nurse when my newest baby was born. so ( Read more... )

today was such a beautiful day that hubby and i decided to go walk around town with our kids.  our walk landed us at wendys at lunch time. i havent had fast food for  severall weeks and it sounded ok. i got a chicken sandwhich, a large tea and had 3 of my daughters french fries. we left wendys and walked around more, the my skinnny hubby decides ( Read more... )

so we have officially decided to move to alaska. we have lived in west va for way too long and i think its time for a change. started posting alot of stuff on craigslist.com and hopefully it will all go away.  we have a little under a year to get out crap together and scale down, then... its off to the last great fronteer. so now i really have to ( Read more... )

feeling inspired form comments on another comm, i decided to play wii with my daughter. we played boxing for almost an hour. i am gonna feel that in the morning. i also did 20 min on the treadmill. i wasnt feeling motivated and getting on treadmill was hard. i am trying to get extra exercise today since tomorrow is my resting day. i need down time ( Read more... )

wow, i have been cleaning all frickin day. did a ton of laundry, washed all our bedding, even dragged my down blanky outside to air out in the sunshine. i cleaned the kitchen because if i dont, none of theother adults in the house will. that took two hours. it amazes me the amout of dishes 7 people generate. feels like i have been in motion all day ( Read more... )