my stomach is growling right now n im hungrrry but i'll write in here anyways. i really need to find my stupid glasses, they've been misisng for months but oh well. just got sit REAL close to the comp w/out my contacts in. its about to be 12 n i just woke up, n it feels wonderful cause i have nothing set that i gota do today, no work, no anything ( Read more... )

i act funny sometimes..n ewww i dont like it. but i act the way i feel. n i dont like that either. ppl really have no control over their feelings, seems like they do, they just have control over controlling their feelings. n im usually amazingly good at that. except when i jst dont feel like doing it, or if i think i shouldnt do it to certain ppl. ( Read more... )

well got back from orientation yesterday. over 200 freshman were there...the incoming freshman class is like 2500 or something so yaaa kinda alot. but we were all split into groups of 20 n stayed in a suite. there were 7 girls n 13 guys in my group. at 1st we were all super quiet sititng in a big circle, n then our orientation advisor (a returning ( Read more... )

im going to my orientation at albany tomorrow. its overnight for one night....im a little nervous n a little excited! i hope i like it there...i hope i like the ppl...i hope i get the classes i want....n i hope its fun. well i gota get up at 5 n i still havent packed! could i be any more of a procrastinator? probly not....

hmm had my grad party sunday....kinda last min for inviting my friends n i know i missed some ppl but my mom limited me. it was nice though...heather came 1st, then lydia, josue , derschel, lauren, justin, isaac, vinny, candace, ange n ify came real late...n then eddie came even later. willie was there the whole time of course. n matt was there too ( Read more... )

yesrtday was graduation....it went well. in the morning i woke up n went to the comp n heard my mom come home n then hear her running up the stairs..n then starts punching me in the back, so i was real confused until i turned around n saw my sister kim :):):) she came in from NC for my graduation n that was a verrry nice surprise. then emily b had ( Read more... )

i hate waking up w/ a bad feeling...one of those ones that wont go away :( n just sits there in ur stomach n theres really nothing u can do aobut it but hope it goes away.....:(
anywyas.....this morning is rehearshal n i have SOOO MUCH SHIT to get done by tomorrow, n now im working from 3-7 today n im going to run out of time, i just know it

i looooove being able to sleep in. the least part of every day for me is being forced to get up super early when all i wanna do is sleep, but now i can get outa bed whenever i want....specially til the end of this week n then my mom stops working for the summer so she drags me out...but oh well....sooooo nice. just found out i got some scholarship ( Read more... )

today was my last day of school :(:(:( EVER in my WHOLE entire life. i only went in from 10 til 12ish.....totally forgot it was Wed n totally forgot about gym...probly gona get bad grades in 2 of my 3 classes but i could really care less. i enjoyed my last month of complete lazyness. but now its all over. lauren painted my name for me on the band ( Read more... )

pls tell me this is not the 2nd to last day of school of my LIFE...i'll be back at east next year wont i? well then why does albany keep sending me stuff n why am i going to some orientaion on june 30th? hmmm...how strange.....