alot of times things dont work out like u want them too....they pretty much never do. why cant i learn to accept that?

sidney yelled at me to update. idk what to say. college is fun. i miss willie soooooo much. i need to go sleep at sids soon since shes so naer me! im going home this weekend n im very excited about that. things are going good n my 10 month anniversay is tomorrow :):):) i miss alotta ppl!!!!

im feeling so weird...n so stuck..like im counting down my days to either the worst or happiest day of my life...n in a weird way its both of those, n im sick of waiting n anticipating n wondering how everythings gona work out...n stuck w/ not wanting to leave n wwanting to leave all at the same time. its like idk what to do w/ myself...should i ( Read more... )

got bak from NH yesterday...had lotsa fun seeing sid n going to boston n swimming n going to the mall...n i was amazing at this weird version of bowling w/ real small balls...my mom said its called cnadlestick bowling. so yup n we made a video. n some other stuff....hr mom kept cooking like crazy n i ate sooooooo much...not that i minded! so ya. ( Read more... )

just got home from park ave fest w/ willie, we didnt buy anything but bubble tea lol n we saw cassie!!...i cleaned my whole room in record time this morning cause i was locked up til i did! so very proud of myself (willie did a fabulous vacumning job though) tomorrw eddies getting me at 6 in the morning n me him n isaac r off to visit sid! so ( Read more... )

hmm its 12:30 n i woke up around 11:30 cause that loser aka willie just had to call me! but its ok haha....n im jsut sitting here in my pajamas not wanting to go shower n get ready for work. im working from 2-7:30 which is pretty gay n m familys going to sea breeze today n they want me to go after, i dont wanna waste my money for like 2 hours but ( Read more... )

i just got home from camping...ended up staying 6 nights, the last night it was jsut me n my mom. we had our camper all packed up while everyone was still there so me n her stayed in the tent. but i guess i'll start from the beginning. the 1st day i got there n it was me my mom n allison on our site, n then my brothres/sisters n their familys the ( Read more... )

sooo im gona get packing soon. taking my yearly camping trip w/ my fmaily tomorow n w/ all my uncles n counsins n stuff...well not all of em but alotta of em. not that im close w/ them but w/e...still fun. n my brothres n sisters n their kids of course. so from my house me my mom n allison r gona go down tomorrow n set everything up. n then friday ( Read more... )

i had a great past 2 days. yesterday willie came over n my mom helped him write his resume while i started to clean my room. got my clothes off the floor at least which is a BIG task. n then around 5 after slaving away in my 100 degree attic me n willie loaded up a cooler w/ pops (cause we;re cheap) n bought a sub to split (yummy) n went to this ( Read more... )

its almost midnight....im home alone, i dont like it, i get scared too easily! lol its really pathetic, but my moms at my sisters husbands familys cottage for the night, n my sister is gona be out late im sure so its just little old me in my scary house. ive never stayed alone the night here...or anywhere for that matter, allison better get home ( Read more... )