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I am in a shitty mood on top of PMS I am having a crappy day at work. I am so sick of wishy washy shit. I need stability in my life as for as work and family matters go. I know I let myself get eat up by some of the smallest things. But I have had it. I deserve alot better than the shit I subject myself to. Anyway if anyone explain to me how to put ( Read more... )

Well I am finally back from my vacation and it was Wonderful. I watched me first sunset and I saw it over the ocean. I awoke every morning to the sound of the ocean and I am ever so grateful. Special thanks to Dave his Mother, Sister and Brother-in law. Everyone made me feel at home and welcome. Thank you Dave for taking care of my babies while I ( Read more... )

Well I have not been on a vacation in over 3 years at least. And Willie has informed me that we can go to Nags Head and stay on a beach front condo for free for 4 days. Thanks to my boss Sheila and Jessica I can go and to Yan for covering for me this week at Shoneys on such short notice. I am so excited and nervous at the same time. It seems like ( Read more... )

Yesterday Willie and I went for a drive and we rode on the parkway and up to the Peaks of Otter is was beautiful and so relaxing I wanted to fall asleep. I am off from Shoneys for one more day and I am gonna enjoy every minute of it.

I have had 4 cups of coffee and I have pissed like 8 times. I haad a nice weekend and today I have been house hunting and I have also began to fix my credit I am going to start making payments to payoff all the crap I ran up from my first apartment. My goal is 2 years to fix my credit it isn't that bad but it ain't great either. Yesterday was ( Read more... )

Seven years ago I lost the greatest man in my life. It still amazes me that I have gone so long without a Father in my life. I am blessed that I have the attitude and outlook that he did. If it wasn't for that I probable would still be in the same self destructive phase I was 3 years ago. I still miss you deeply and will love you eternally. You ( Read more... )

Willie and I got a jacuzzi suite the other night I was in heaven. It was one of the most relaxing calm experiences I have ever enjoyed. And then of coarse the next morning it was back to the same old shit. It is a shame that we never really appreciate the moment till it is over. I wish I could back up time just about 2 days. Well anyway I am stuck ( Read more... )

Oh no she's not a secret now ( Read more... )

Ok this the last I am saying to this shit.Jessica I didn't do shit to you it was your uncle and if I was such i terrible person then why would I call him when I was sober and apologize anyway I payed my price for that and that is it. You have no idea the type of person I am. My main downfall is I am loyal even to those who aren't loyal to me. I ( Read more... )