It is finally Friday. My baby plays Festival in the Park tonight. I always love seeing him on stage. I am so proud and I am so excited because tomorrow I have a day off from both jobs and it is long over due.

Ok I am in a shitty mood. I really don't know why. I have been a total bitch to everyone I have came in contact with. I am afraid that as my life goes on I become so cold-hearted to alot of people and situations. I have a message for Jessica we have been friends since middle school but I have found out that we really don't know each other at all. ( Read more... )

I have had 3 cups of coffee so far and it is only 1:15pm. I really enjoyed being able to sleep late this weekend and actually spend time with Willie instead of seeing him in 5 minute intervals. Well another day another dollar!

I talked to Willie about my dream and said there was a lunar eclipse yesterday but we could not see do to the weather and it was flooding yesterday. This shit is to weird.

Last night I had a wild dream that there was an eclipse and after the eclipse a glacier would melt and flood the earth. Everyone I know was in my dream and the flood happened and I was watching all those I love die and I lived and just when I thought the terror was over it would flood again. I don't understand why I had this dream or what it means ( Read more... )

Well I had an unexepted streak of luck. Saturday I was waitressing at Shoneys and i was waiting a friend who works for an insurance agency. I mentioned I was looking for a morning job Monday through Friday. She said her mother was hiring and I was hired on the spot. Now since this Monday I have been a secratary for this insurance office. It is ( Read more... )

Today has started off weird already. Jamie called me today and of all things he asked me to be his roommate because he is giving M the boot. Just by talking to him all these thoughts are running through my head. I never thought I would ever be able to care about anyone but him. But I was very wrong I have a wonderful relationship with someone i ( Read more... )

I had a wonderful time this weekend. I love being outside. I also had a wonderful day today because my so called friend has decided to say fuck it to our friendship. I am not suprised he doesn't recall when he would talk to me or ask me to come get him just so we can talk.I shared my feelings and dreams. But he doesn't care about that. I am the con ( Read more... )

Well thanks to a friend I found out what i was missing in my life.I was in Walmart and it jumped out at me.I have invested my time and money into buying a massage shower head thanks to Notwolf.Everyone can now relax and enjoy life by knowing that I can receive an orgasm at the same time I wash my ass. Life don't get much better.

I really enjoyed myself last night. A very relaxed and special thank you to the Atomicliver I needed that all month long. Well Gabrielle(House of Saturn) has finally came out of the wall. He even slept with me in the bed last night for awhile. I have been a complete bitch to Willie and I apoligize whenever I get depressed I am hell on earth. Thanks ( Read more... )