Last night I got a cat and the poor thing keeps hiding behind the toilet. He comes out so I can pet him but he is still scared of his new home. And I recently had a death in my life my beloved cell phone past away in the night. It will be missed. I am in the wildest mood today I don't think there is even a word to describe it. Well I am gonna go ( Read more... )

Tonight I took my Mother to the Kenny Chesney/Montgomery Gentry concert.(Thanks to Willie) I really enjoyed myself. I have been doing Spring cleaning. I also have been practicing my spiritual side more. I have so many wild emotions in my life right now. Many directed toward my Mother. This is the first time I have had to deal with a loved one ( Read more... )

Yesterday Porterhouse and I went out and played pool. I really enjoyed myself hope to do that again soon. I got out in the yard today and a great burden was lifted. I seem to have more energy with more I put on myself. I am glad Winter is over and to anyone who thinks I have been distant I have. I am pushing myself to make something of this life. ( Read more... )

I am so sick of snow I could scream. I found out today that Michelle got 3 years and 7 months prison time no time served. I know she can get through her time fine because we pulled it together before and I know we can do it again because bitch this is the last time if I have any say so in it. I felt a part of my heart break when you went back in. I ( Read more... )

Well I had a pretty nice day. last week was wonderful I had Willie here with all week. I also have come to accept that I have to take what this life gives me instead of what I want. Anyone who knows me knows I HAD a hate for Tabby yes I said HAD. Well I look at myself as a loving caring person but I can't be that way if I have hate in my heart so ( Read more... )

I feel a pain for my physical loss of you. I feel a fear from God from my sin. I feel a constant rip of my heart from my loss of you. I feel hopeful that eventually this one gray day will pass and I will hold you once and forever. I feel peace that you are in God's loving arms and never have to feel the pain of this cruel world ( Read more... )

Today I finally got out of the house. Went to the mall and Walmart and that is it. I painted a filing cabinet with an ocean theme. I can not wait till this weather clears up. All I have to do is clean play with myself, Willie and the computer. Now that I think about it that ain't all bad.

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Well it looks like I finally stayed up all night to get myself back on track. What have I done all night not a FUCKING thing. But wear my brain down. I have alot of things to be grateful for. I found out something today that just burns my butt. A woman I know from Buchanan got sentenced for stealing 13,000.00 from the her place of employment. She ( Read more... )

Tonight I went out with someone I haven't seen in awhile. I also realized that everyone has their own idea of what a friendship should. Sometimes being apart for awhile just brings you that much closer when your together. So Sandy if your reading this thanks and I love ya. Oh and remember AARP. (ha ha)