I don't know why I act the way I do ( Read more... )

I think that song in my last entry really describes me. I have a hard time getting close to people. I was tired of people I trusted letting me down and being a good person and people never saw it. I did allright for a while. but now I realize that I can't go through life just on my own, I need people to be there for me, like I am for them. I need ( Read more... )

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses ( Read more... )

I am your spoken truth ( Read more... )

My weakness is that I care too much ( Read more... )

I worked today from 7:55 to 5:30 again. I woke up in a bad mood this morning at it got worse at work, but I started feeling a little better today around 4:00. Last night I saw Meet the Fockers with Madia. She's a I used to goto school with, but I haven't seen her since like 6th grade. She moved to Texas a while back and she called me last ( Read more... )

I know I haven't written in this damn thing in a long long time. I was going to quit posting in it, but I need somewhere to vent sometimes. I have got to get another job. I bust my ass thanklessly everytime I work and it psses me off and i'm sick of feeling obligated to go every single time I have a day out of school. I need sometime to have fun. i ( Read more... )

This weekend completly sucked ass. I worked Saturday and that was it. i guess Carey and Robert aren't my friends anymore. I knew deep down that they were really being my friends but I just never wanted to admit it to myself. But now I have. It really tore me up though. They were the only close friends I had. Now I feel like I have nobody at all. ( Read more... )

Life it seems, will fade away ( Read more... )

I've never heard a song that describe how I feel more than this one. Every word in this song is the EXACT way I feel right now and have been feeling for a long time now. This is like my story. Think hard about these lyrics. This is what i've been wanting to tell you people. These are the words I could never find. This explains everything ( Read more... )