JUST FRIENDS! UHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! Sometimes I feel like he is just waving my feelings infront of my face saying ha ha u feel this way about me but I dont feel this way about u so I am going to make u suffer. But I cant blame the guy I am a total physco when it comes to my feelings. I hate boys most of the time! I like them when i dont know them ( Read more... )

I should of known he would do this to me a again. I guess my mom was right. The book I read was right. How could I love some one so much who would keep doing this to me? Why do boys have to be like this? He changes his mind more than girls do. I am just exhausted of all of this. I guess this is the end. I don't know if he still wants to be with me ( Read more... )

Well I thought that school was going to suck. I was wrong! Turns out my life wasn't as far gone as I thought. I still have people to hangout with and people taking me back into their lives. I'm glad my life is turning out better. School is great.
Jen

God I miss him!!!!!!! This hurts so fucking much!!!!!!!! he says he loves me and then he is like we are done!!!!!! I went into shock!!!!!!! I know he probably wont read this but I Still Love Him and Still want to be with him!!!!! I want to work it out!!!!!!!!! I want to be able to love him again!!!!!!! I want to regain that spark he says is gone ( Read more... )