What happens when a schizophrenic has an episode. Ever thought of that? I have, I do. Thoughts become disjointed, they start replying to things that only they could hear. Hearing voices that are not there, and seeing things that dont exist. That is only the half of it. It must be hell on earth. I cant think about it to much, because I start ( Read more... )

Catechumen. I see a black door and I want to paint it red. I got to get rid of these blahs.

So My hubby figured out why I want a slave. Perhaps I didn't tell him the whole story. I didn't tell him I want someone to keep the house clean and such. However I do want a slave or submissive to give Me what hubby cannot. Emotional caring. He just doesn't know how. Soft and gentle caring, something I need. Lets not forget passion. A slave ( Read more... )

What shall I get for My birthday? Definitely a dildo, perhaps such fet wear! Perhaps some nice teddies for the bedroom. Definitely a dildo. I am due for a new one. I want another flogger. I have barely used the ones I have already, but I feel the need for a new implement of pain. A nice stingy one. Perhaps I will look for one at the sex ( Read more... )

My husbands brother stayed over last night and the night before. He is nothing special, although he is a big big brute. I am not particularly fond of him. I wondered if he ever wondered about Me, had fantasies, anything. It would be interesting to know if the brother in law fantasized about Me. Little does he truly know.

Have you ever wanted to enter a power play with someone. Have you ever wanted to dominate someone so they had no say in anything in their lives? Have you ever wanted to give that power away to someone else. Completely? What an interesting concept. An old one, and one that is very dear to this Ladys heart. This is just the beginning