Ever have the feeling you are trapped in your body. I had that feeling yesterday. I felt like I was looking inward and the outside world was becoming smaller. I fight those feelings, I dont like them as I like to look outwards. I want to see the world and interact with it, not get lost in my own mind. It just reminds me of how seperate we all ( Read more... )

Well this is the only way I know to get to view all my comments as I need to see a comment someone else made, how very frustrating! and here I go again

I'M 75.5% X-rated. HOW HORNY ARE YOU?

This is how horny I am

I am so horny. I am horny for power play. I am horny for the intellectual, emotional interplay between two people who are so into eachother and their roles, they dont think twice. I am horny for all that is bdsm. Intense power play that takes hours upon hours ( Read more... )

I saw an ad today, in bdsmpersonals, for a Dom/me couple wanting a slave. It sounded for the most part like Me and A. I was most impressed by the ad. They have two children and want to bring a female slave in to the family. Sounds very familiar, beautifully written. *sigh* I have decided to let My interest in finding someone slide by the ( Read more... )

testing

Why is it that everything I plan has got grey lining around the silver cloud? I have one sons birthday today, the other one is sick, and I just dont mean a little. The weather is looking, well, cloudy, just wait and pray it clears up cause I want this party outside, primarily. I think I will plunk the sick one on the computer while everyone is ( Read more... )

Ok, this David thing has escalated. He phoned us last night and told us to move house for a while. If these people did this too him for no reason, then they most likely would come after E. Well that was enough to scare the crap out of Me. So we spent the evening talking to various people about the situation. The police didn't know anything, ( Read more... )

Well well well, David really did it this time. I knew it was going to happen sooner or later, thank god E wasn't there with him. He did something to piss off three guys enough to beat him up and torture him for how long? Dont know. He is now in the hospital with a hole in his lung. I feel responsible for My children though. How could I have ( Read more... )

I feel positively evil today. I woke up and instantly in a bad mood. This sinus thing is getting to Me. Time to see the doctor. What a beautiful day, what a shitty mood.