Ok so I'm kinda dating two girls right now but I swear it wasn't on purpose.

Carrie is the first girl. We'll call her "video girl" from now on. She's 19 and I met her at the video store because she works there and I was going in there like every other day for a month and had a bunch of mini-flirtations with her when I could. After mexico, I had ( Read more... )

Haha ok so I haven't spoken with Carrie since last weekend because I haven't called her. I'm kinda hurt that I have to call her for us to talk (I mean, she should be calling me too right?). So anyways, I let her borrow one of my favorite jackets and I'm not sure if I'll ever see it again. damn ( Read more... )

oh in medication mews I've now been on elavil for 3 days. 10mg per pill: once in the morning and once in the evening. I noticed that my hearing is different - it feels kinda like I'm listening through a tube or something. Also - my vision kinda feels like I'm slightly stoned throughout the day. I also noticed that when I get into something like ( Read more... )

ok so I met a girl at court a while ago ( Read more... )

I went to my doctor and told him that I have highs and lows and that the lows are REAL low. I told him that when I'm low, I'll stay in my room for 3-4 days at a time and won't leave the house, answer the door, or answer my phone because I'm scared of human contact. I told him that I go through swings and that I was now on an upswing and that ( Read more... )

after Carrie left, I met up with my friends at the bars. At the end of the night I played some doubles-pool with my roommate, and I'm not sure what happened but before I could tell what was happening, one of our opponents was holding my roommate down against the pool table by his neck (my roommate is a big guy with a lot of pride). The guy said my ( Read more... )

Sweeeeet! Carrie just left and she met my roommates and hung out for just a little while after she got off work. She had to go to her friend's house so she just left. Umm . .. I can't think of anything else so I'm gonna join my roommates at a local beer/pool bar. Whoo hoo for kissing!!

I'm shallow. More than half of my journal entries are about girls and this one's no exception. Ok ok I'm shallow ( Read more... )

I went out with a girl today. I picked her up at noon and we hung out all day until 8. On the drive home, she pointed out that we'd been hanging out for 8 hours and that it had flown by. I said "thanks ( Read more... )

So I'm back from mexico and I had a great time. When I spend time with my old college buddies it's like 2% "so how have you been? what's new with you?" and 98% "oh shit, let's do this." Damn. I should really try to keep in touch with them better and see them more often. But anyway, about mexico ( Read more... )