im confused.. so this post is gonna sound really not together

im really happy and not at the same time. is that normal?
everytime i think im happy.. i start to think of other things

why am i having second thoughts?
im not ready to settle down.. im not ready to be with the guy that im gonna be with forever.. im too young.. i wanna go out and have fun.. ( Read more... )

heyy!! my birthday is in 3 dayss! yayyyy :)

so im not gonna lie.. i expected a huge rush of feelings back and me to instantly fall in love all over again ( Read more... )

i dont even know whats wrong with me

i flip flop between feelings daily and its getting annoying

its like sometimes i wonder.. what if?
and other times.. i think.. thank god..

like if i could change the decisions ive made in the past.. where would i be?
what would i be doing right now? what would my life be like? would i be happier? or miserable

i think ( Read more... )

its been a long long time

so much has happened

me and andrew broke up. a lot of stuff went down there. dont really feel like talking about that so much. i fucked up real bad and im lucky as hell to have him as a friend. (did i mention im visiting him in 5 days? i cant freakin wait)

im going out with a kid name Danny. hes a sweetheart and treats me ( Read more... )

well i saw LJ and i had to use it

damn its been long

wuddup kids?> anyone still use this??

this could b cool 2 vent on

but later.. cause im tired.. niteys

LJ sucks lol i forgot i had one of these

hmm.. updates...

... summers amazing... 5 months (5 amazing months) with andrew so far :)... great times at the beach and bowling alley with kait hahaha... and the backstreet boys concert was beyond amazing... idk leave me a comment or something or go to myspace.. make me feel loved

i love you all :)

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Guys need to read this ( Read more... )

Your Birthdate: April 21

Being born on the 21st day of the month (3 energy) is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life ( Read more... )