just out of curiousity
who are you?

after breaking up with her she said to me that pain isn't punishment and pleasure isn't a reward. they are just feelings and reactions. she said that and i cried all the more and left a spot on my bed for her to sit even after she walked out of my room. angry and not looking back.

( borin trash about me )

last day o last day ( Read more... )

i'm withdrawing from smith college this fall and moving into an apartment in downtown detroit. i'll take classes in dance, history, and theater production and performance at either the arts college or a cheap state university ( Read more... )

this lady (i used to admire so much when i was a little girl) ran into my mom the other day on the sidewalk. she asked my mom what i was up to and my mom started to tell her about me at college
and the lady interrupted her and said, "yeah yeah yeah, but is she creatingshe thought my education was of no consequence to my art..... and the wise lady ( Read more... )

i wasn't kidding when i made the comment that i could feel a big mistake coming on. i just wasn't anticipating my embracing the abundance of them ( Read more... )

i've got no money for this and that. and today i missed stuffing dental dams and condoms into packets and i missed jackie's smile. i watched the way my experience is the supposed inverse of the last, but it's not even as the last time i worked for a non profit i stuffed packs for sex workers of bleach and dental dams and condoms with leaflets of ( Read more... )

i've come to the conclusion that i just keep it far too "real" to ever succeed in an office.
nay! it isn't about being real... it is simply the following:
i wasn't breed or trained for the office life. as i child, office was never something i played . i played games involving fake money, breaking the law, morphing identities, jumping in leaves- ( Read more... )

an old friend of mine and a high school buddy passed away over the weekend in a car accident ( Read more... )