It's almost 3 in the morning and, as usual, I can't sleep. I guess the truth is that I'm just realizing how serious all this is with Tori, I guess it's just hitting me now. I broke down for the first time tonight...in front of my parents. I mean, I know she'll get better and be okay, it's just everything she has to go through to get there is ( Read more... )

What time is it: 5:45 ( Read more... )

I haven't updated is so long because a lot has happened the past couple of weeks. I've been really busy with school work and cheerleading and work and everything. The major thing that has happened is that Tori was diagnosed with cancer. It's really hard, but she'll be okay, and we'll all get through it together. I'm glad that she'll be okay, but it ( Read more... )

Okay, something crazy is happening ( Read more... )

Today was an insane day ( Read more... )

I've decided that I'm proud of myself because I got through my first Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years without John for the first time in 3 years ( Read more... )

Spiegz42787: tienes ojos muy bonitas y estas muy guapa

Yeah, that's wicked hott. There's no need to say anything else. Except that it's really hott.

haha :)

Lately I've been getting much better and noticing it. Today I finally passed in my DECA project and it just felt sooo good to finally get it done. It was a good day ( Read more... )

Alright, let's back track to New Year's Eve. haha It was insannnneeeee. Cakes ended up not being there, I guess he was really sick and stuff but I talked to him yesterday and he said he was feeling better, which is good. So I met Nate's brother Andrew and his friend Charlie (who had a girlfriend, but continued to hit on me all night, which kinda ( Read more... )

I guess you never realize the impact someone actually has on you until they tell you that you're beautiful.