yeah i havent updated in awhile, but i dont think things in my life could get more shitty. except i really like my boyfriend. haha

but i dont really have my friends anymore. sweet.

I really have to quit smoking, this is rediculous. I know I've said it so many times before, but I smoked for one weekend, and was depressed the entire week after. It sucks because I really don't know if I can quit. I've been so sensitive lately. I went to Nate's frat with the girls saturday night and almost broke out into a fit of tears for no ( Read more... )

im so aggravated and i dont even know why. maybe its cuz wes just called me and he pisses me off cuz he's so dumb and i dont feel like talking to him

this krispy kream donut is fucking incredible right now. ahhh soooo goooooooooooooooooooodddddddddddddd

D r E a M62101 (9:57:44 PM): s owhatcha been up to
Spiegz42787 (9:57:50 PM): 3 weeks
D r E a M62101 (9:57:57 PM): i knowwww
Spiegz42787 (9:57:58 PM): and i come home to u
D r E a M62101 (9:58:01 PM): i cant waitt
D r E a M62101 (9:58:02 PM):

I spent all weekend with Andrew, and, I must say, it was the best weekend ever. I had so much fun with him and he just makes me happy and smiley and giddy. I feel like a little 12 year-old girl hahaha ( Read more... )

I wish I knew what to say or how to explain it, but I'm completely speechless. Yep. I am.

Holy fucking shit. I just spent the last 4 hours with Andrew, and I am totally and completely in awe of him. I can't believe I'm acting like this over a guy, but I dunno. He's just..I can't even describe it to you. We didn't even really do anything. We smoked a little, but I didnt really get very high. Then we watched a little tv and then some of ( Read more... )

It's 7 in the morning and I didn't sleep one bit last night. I layed in bed trying to sleep until about 5, and then finally gave up and came downstairs to watch a movie. Usually when I don't sleep I'm not tired because I'm so used to being awake, but this time, since I layed in bed and didn't keep myself busy, I am absolutely fucking exausted. I ( Read more... )

ANDREW IS COMING HOME TOMORROW AND I'M GOING CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!