soo...i feel like talking to someone ...but i dont really have anyone to really want to talk to about just ramblings....anyways i feel ...lonely...after all this time of being single...i feel lonely...i miss being in a relationship...it took me that long to finally miss just having someone there..to share feelings with and what nots...hmm...i just ( Read more... )

just wanted to wish everyone a happy turkey day...eew...i dont even like turkey...and it wouldnt be a very happy turkey day for all the turkey day out there..anyways yes ( Read more... )

hmm...havent posted in like forever...just thought i had the time i guess..to let everyone know that im not dead...and im still alive :) but things have been a bit bumpy for me...but hopefully everything works out for the best...dealing with an emotional rollercoster...anyways...in other news...getting my tongue pierced some time this week..i love ( Read more... )

and i realize, that i REALLY MISS MATT =*[, he was my snuggle bunnie, and he did nothing wrong, i am trying to become a better person for him.

hi there..sheesh i havent posted in forever..anyways been really busy with everything..school and work..and yep..hmm..as for new things..i have my del sol! :) its beautiful...and on october 30th im going to monster massive..neato!

nocturnal wonderland was pretty spiffy....with dancing and drinking and having fun...im glad nikki went instead of the usual me and matt...no offense to matt because we usually have a good time but its nice to have a few other people to go with...not necessarily the other people but nikki was cool beans :) hmm..and this wednesday im going shopping ( Read more... )

Eeep..yea i havent updated in a while because ive kinda been busy with school and work...yea....school sucks and then work makes me tired...oh well though...it will all pay off in the end right? so hmm...lately things have been kinda bleh for me :( but we'll see how things pan out....hmm tomorrow ill be going to nocturnal wonderland ...cant wait... ( Read more... )

HaPpY birthday darren....hope your day is super fun and good luck tonight :) umm...and yay for 19...what a boring year...anyways...have fun!

hmm...yup im sitting here in front of matts computer all by myself..mandy kinda smells and matts at work..i had to go to his house to take care of my online class....but i think i might just dl it at my house...because it feels kinda lonenly and mandy smells...and i think im hearing things...Eeep..maybe because mandy is hearing things...alright ( Read more... )

hmm...im at matts house right getting ready to play some good ol cs...anyway...this weeks been kinda sad...seeing as how school will be starting next week :( so yup..yesterday i went shopping with nikki and it was pretty cool...we went out to riverside and hit up rebel skate shop and the tyler mall...on my outting i bought...two shirts..a volcom ( Read more... )