Last weekend I realized I only have three people that I regularly talk to, or talk to about serious matters. I watched a crappy movie (Ultraviolet) with one of my friends at his place, it was good to see him again. I really felt like having someone to talk to that night, but I just left my friend's place and knew he was busy cleaning his place up, ( Read more... )

Sometime last week when I was driving back home from work, this real hot biker with a sleeveless undershirt and shorts comes driving by. We end up going on the freeway and go in the same direction for a good 5 minutes. His shirt was lifting up (not that much was hidden in the first place) and he was doing some showman moves to get attention. On one ( Read more... )

It's been roughly 3 months since I've logged onto this site. . I had tried to put my life together, only to fail again. There was a short period where things were going ideally: I was attending all my classes, going to the gym regularly, seeing this boy, and applying for jobs. Now I'm down to one class this quarter, haven't been to the gym in weeks ( Read more... )

So I went through and met this new guy, hanging out with him was totally fun. I really should go back to the outgoing thing, it makes me happy. I like him, he's so cute.

=).

So, I'm officially going through withdrawals ( Read more... )

I get so ashamed of what I am sometimes, that I'm sick to think of myself. Society is so powerful, yet so cruel, to make one be able to grow up hating what oneself is. Or maybe I'm just wrong? Maybe they have so much power in making me hate myself because all along they are the right ones, and what I have 'allowed' myself to be should be despised. ( Read more... )

I can't sleep at night lately (or so it seems). I really miss jabal. Or maybe I just miss having someone to hold? I don't know. I started talking to someone new two nights ago. We talked on the phone for ~2 hours last night. He seems like a real awesome guy. I don't think I've meet many people, or anyone, who thinks so similar to me on certain ( Read more... )

Who needs a relationship when one has WoW (World of Warcraft) to play? Not me!

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Or at least that's what I tell myself. Things didn't work out between me and that guy, but at least I got to experience something real nice for ~2 months. I hope he gets things straighten out in his life and he is happy.

I miss some of my old friends, maybe I'll get to ( Read more... )

So yeah, the guy who told that crap while working under my mom to her co-workers, he requested me to add him on my friend's list on myspace.
I don't like holding bitterness and anger, and just waist away on negative feelings. So, I think maybe I'll accept his request? Sometimes I don't even think he realizes all the shit he's caused, because I haven ( Read more... )

Today I watched a lot of UCSD workers on strike on the major streets throughout the campus. The dorm cleaners, cafeteria works, the non-student buss drivers, etc., were the workers striking. It was interesting, seeing these people rally for what they believe they should have. I don't really know their situation, or know if I would stand for what ( Read more... )