im kind of annoyed ( Read more... )

today was okay. got some schoolwork done, went to class, found the new VNV Nation CD at the pawn shop for $4.80. :) i tried to make origami flowers but im really sucking at it. my legs hurt. i'm thinking a lot.

life is weird.

i am as distant as the clouds in the sky ( Read more... )

work was somewhat good today. the moment i got there i started to space out, like i was still high or something. it was weird, but i knew that i wasn't still high - even though my ass got kicked last night. from there i started to come down though i just talked to people and didn't give a shit the whole day. do i ever? i got a raise today. 25 ( Read more... )

i feel better now. i ran and listened to music. i talked to cory and jake. i've been reading some nietzsche. trying to work on my costume, its coming along okay. i think i may do a little writing or work on my shirt design, who knows. i think my head feels better, my mind is a little more clear. hm. i seem to have a lot going for me now. i ( Read more... )

i need to die a little tonight

and then i need to be reborn.

rosa parks died.

i am walking a tight rope, each day a step - a struggle not to fall. my mind substitues for my feet, as it slips each day. i lose myself, i lose my balance. one day i fear that i will slip. maybe i'll have an umbrella in my hand and float down in a pictaresque way ( Read more... )

:) last night was good.

i don't think ive ever connected with a girl so well in my life.

fall break - no one seems to be online. blah!!! i've had an abundant amount of free time on my hands today. right now im painting, waiting for it to dry. so much left to do. i hope she likes it ( Read more... )