Recently proned to mood swings ( Read more... )

Florida changed my perspective completely. I was so calm the day i came back. I finally found my peace. Things that would've bothered me just rolled off my shoulders ( Read more... )

This room isnt home anymore. There is so much bullshit here that i just dont want to deal with. home shouldnt be such an unwelcoming place. Nothing is an escape for me anymore. Nothing feels natural. I want to go someplace quiet where no one knows who i am. I'm so ashamed of my life. All i do is work and fight for the things i want but it never ( Read more... )

it took me two and a half years to realize that the person i love will never grow up. when you love someone unconditionally, you love them no matter how many times they make you ashamed that you had so much faith in them ( Read more... )

Like violence, you have me
forever, and after.
Like violence, you kill me
forever, and after.

"i'm sick of your sad songs and sing alongs
i kind of like it when things are wrong"

there is a fine line between laziness and spinelessness ( Read more... )

thursday: wasnt supposed to work but got called in 230-1030 ( Read more... )

i want today to be over.

i want this constant anxiety attack to be over.

i want this losing streak to be over.

The loss is unbearable
And just when i start feeling like i can't possibly be more defeated, i lose again.

I lose my trust
I lose my faith
I lose my sanity
I lose my dignity

This isn't me.
It's someone else.
This isn't me.
I'm someone

i started sleeping on the floor next to my bed ( Read more... )