this is the part when you tell me something i havent already learned on my own.

and all the angry mouths fall speechless.

i cant take my vicodin unless i eat ( Read more... )

the countdown is at 48 hours.

i want a thesaurus for christmas, because "disgusted" just doesnt cover it anymore. when i was sixteen i was not searching for love with my legs wide open. and trust me, ive had more than a fair share of shit happen to me and more than enough chances to degrade myself and diminish into nothing, but i didnt ( Read more... )

Oh why can't i be what you need ( Read more... )

i have a lot of things that i need to fix within myself. i am very afraid and very uncertain. i need to talk to ned. i really wouldnt know where to begin with him. i would love for him to say something about my mother though, so that i could bring up the fact that his best friend lives on my street, but its too much of a hastle to drop a goddamn ( Read more... )

i feel like vomitting. will i ever stop hating the world? im very calm anymore, which scares me because i still feel the same. being used to being angry all the time is not a normal thing to be adapting to. there's something very wrong here ( Read more... )

yesterday we watched a movie in my psychology class on dyslexia. somehow this turned into some ridiculous "debate" on racism which was in actuality a chance for the black kids in class to promote black power. the kids were talking as if drinking fountains were still segregated. they went into angry screaming matches in which both parties patted ( Read more... )

guess who made a myspace.

http://www.myspace.com/126818205

candice's car got totaled. everyone is okay, but her shit is FUCKED UP. im gonna pick her up tomorrow after class and go to millennium to get our new additions. i feel like a little kid the night before christmas. the countdown is at 28 hours until i get my new tattoo [and then taco bell with my biffle k swiss]. tomorrow is going to be basically ( Read more... )