yo i got a new journal, so add it up. www.livejournal.com/users/theforcemajeure

i have a new cell phone and number. it is pretty cool. fuck. 845-820-3832

last night was one of the best nights i've had in a while. i am glad i can say that too. me, tj and shawn went to middletown after jamming for a little bit to just hang out and do w/e. we ended up going to wal-mart(like usual) and just talking to some workers there and then shawn gave some girl tjs number and some weird gross girl kept trying to ( Read more... )

So i'm in school again. It's thursday morning. I'm in computers. I feel really lost. Surreal. Something else then just the normal thing i do everyday. I think i hate routine, well i know i do. To the people i still talk to daily and what not, i'd do anything for. I'd hope i'd be the same for me. I guess i like the attention i get by a few select ( Read more... )

yeah....for the least its a drag right now. im in computers class right now just surfin the web. so much for a "class" but i really cant complain about this part of the day. it's a lot diff. here at the old chester high school as compared to how it was in goshen. i liekd it there a lot better but whatever change always hasta happen one way or ( Read more... )

im bored with life...i need something new, something amazing, something that will last and that i can savior. and meanwhile, i know i should be picky i am. but whatever it'll come to me again some day. make the best with what i have and just do what i love. or something like that. i wish it was that easy to do, to just say it and then POOF thats it ( Read more... )

im bored out of my fuckign mind, my girlfriend is at a concert getting shot and no ones calling me back....yeah sounds like your regular little bitch dead beat kid but i can still find happiness within all of that. i love my friends. i say i need more, but i can deal. i have some money now, and now i'm going to do the best thing i could probaly do ( Read more... )

i really am....this isnt a little thing i deal with or a big thing i make out of it....its just how i feel. i find it harmless to feel how i feel. nothing bad should even be thought up out of how i feel, its a feeling stronger than "i miss you" or "you're the bestest in the world"....something i havent quite said yet. its a feeling that i take in ( Read more... )

i really just cant beleive that i'm sitting here at my computer desk, alone. it seems like shes been my second pair of hands((for lack of a better saying)) for the past two weeks or so. it has been amazingly awesome. nothing has been bad or negitive between us and nothing will anytime soon. i have that big type of feeling that nothing will go wrong ( Read more... )

i fell really really really really really lost right now. lost for a sense of "how the fuck do i feel right now?". i dont know, maybe im blabbing because its late and i really do need to sleep but, i just dont know. i just lit off some fireworks, it was fun for the time being. i hope albany turns out good today if i end up going, or if someone ends ( Read more... )