I have really mixed feelings about Sehun in this. For one he's sort of an asshole, but then I mean... well he had reasons for doing what he did. And I'm not even entirely sure what they are and I'm the one who wrote this lol.
At first I was gonna go for "lets make people sob and feel utterly depressed" when I started writing, but then it turned out sort of hopeful.
Lol yeah three years of psych and creative writing might do that lol. But that's okay. I always read too deeply into things too.
Mmm yeah. He was an asshole, but I know he has his reasons even though I don't develop them in this.
But I mean it's not even just Sehun's whole story that I didn't go into. Jongin was having issues before Sehun even died and obviously so did Kyungsoo. But Sehun just couldn't cope well with his issues, not that Jongin was doing a very good job either. Or Kyungsoo really.
What am I even saying right now? I'm really sleepy so I can't put my thoughts together well lol. Maybe I should go to bed.
stupid language barrier... I want to tell you so much, but my english is twisting and I can't find the right words... =.=
this was so... breathtaking? I don't know >.< I want to read it again and again but I have no time :/ I loved how there were so many unspoken things... normally it drives me crazy if I don't exactly know what happend with Sehun, and why jongin is like he his, and then kyungsoo... but here it just fits so well with your style, and the whole mood of the story and damn... I still want to know what happend, but it's not so important... the only thing that's important right know is how kyungsoo and jongin find together a little bit... and that's so beautiful, even though it hurts...
god, I hope my babbling makes sense to you >.< I just want to say that I love this story, even though it has this sad feeling and makes me kinda sad. But I still love it <3
Language barriers are a bitch, so I understand. You could always just say whatever you want and then I can put it in google translate, but that's always dangerous XD
Yeah I know I intentionally left lots of things out (can you imagine how long it would have gotten if I hadn't O.O)
Your babbling makes plenty of sense, don't worry :) I know you've wanted me to write happier things but it's hard when I'm in a bad mood. That's when I write things like this, though there is a bit of hope by the end of it.
Too many emotions, I can't ;_______; I kept having this urge to cry but it's just too emotional I couldn't ;A; Didn't think that Sehun actually killed himself omg Did he do that because he wanted Jongin and Kyungsoo together? Or perhaps it was just Sehun's way of having fun? XD
And baby kyungsoo got raped. /forever crying Who dare to do that to him omgomgomg ;______;
I like that part when Kyungsoo asked Jongin if it's alright to kiss him, I found that cute ^^ This is beautiful, thanks for writing ♥
It's an emotional fic but it's not necessarily a crying one if that makes any sense? Or that's the feeling I got from it when I was writing it. Like, shit there's a lot of horrible things happening but somehow my tears remain inside my eyes
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Oh wow no, you're not blabbering at all! Thanks to you I pretty much understand the backstory ^^ And actually I thought almost the same as you, about Sehun being very selfish and that he killed himself because his life was too fucked up, even though I didn't know the reason :3
I look forward to any comment since I usually don't get very many XD On my Taoris twoshot thingy it only looks like I got a lot of comments because I had some very long conversations with people hehe.
Aw you're like the first person who has said you appreciate that Sehun stayed his first choice instead of just immediately crying over Kyungsoo being second (not that I want him to be second or anything it's just that, like you said, it would be too cheesy in a bad way if that suddenly happened and it's not how life works).
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At first I was gonna go for "lets make people sob and feel utterly depressed" when I started writing, but then it turned out sort of hopeful.
Thank you for reading and enjoying it so much!
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Mmm yeah. He was an asshole, but I know he has his reasons even though I don't develop them in this.
But I mean it's not even just Sehun's whole story that I didn't go into. Jongin was having issues before Sehun even died and obviously so did Kyungsoo. But Sehun just couldn't cope well with his issues, not that Jongin was doing a very good job either. Or Kyungsoo really.
What am I even saying right now? I'm really sleepy so I can't put my thoughts together well lol. Maybe I should go to bed.
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this was so... breathtaking? I don't know >.<
I want to read it again and again but I have no time :/
I loved how there were so many unspoken things... normally it drives me crazy if I don't exactly know what happend with Sehun, and why jongin is like he his, and then kyungsoo... but here it just fits so well with your style, and the whole mood of the story and damn... I still want to know what happend, but it's not so important... the only thing that's important right know is how kyungsoo and jongin find together a little bit... and that's so beautiful, even though it hurts...
god, I hope my babbling makes sense to you >.<
I just want to say that I love this story, even though it has this sad feeling and makes me kinda sad. But I still love it <3
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Yeah I know I intentionally left lots of things out (can you imagine how long it would have gotten if I hadn't O.O)
Your babbling makes plenty of sense, don't worry :) I know you've wanted me to write happier things but it's hard when I'm in a bad mood. That's when I write things like this, though there is a bit of hope by the end of it.
Thank you for reading and enjoying :D
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but this really touched me a lot.
the story is really well written and it's beautiful.
I would comment on jongin and sehun and kyungsoo but my thoughts are incoherent with emotions right now lol
so I'll leave you be and bearhug this fic, I really love it <3
you're amazing !
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*accepts bearhug* :)
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I kept having this urge to cry but it's just too emotional I couldn't ;A;
Didn't think that Sehun actually killed himself omg
Did he do that because he wanted Jongin and Kyungsoo together? Or perhaps it was just Sehun's way of having fun? XD
And baby kyungsoo got raped. /forever crying
Who dare to do that to him omgomgomg ;______;
I like that part when Kyungsoo asked Jongin if it's alright to kiss him, I found that cute ^^
This is beautiful, thanks for writing ♥
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Thanks to you I pretty much understand the backstory ^^
And actually I thought almost the same as you, about Sehun being very selfish and that he killed himself because his life was too fucked up, even though I didn't know the reason :3
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Okay glad you understood my rambling.
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I like earthy smells, like potatoes and beets, so I thought it would be appropriate for some reason.... lol
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Aw you're like the first person who has said you appreciate that Sehun stayed his first choice instead of just immediately crying over Kyungsoo being second (not that I want him to be second or anything it's just that, like you said, it would be too cheesy in a bad way if that suddenly happened and it's not how life works).
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