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My new sunglasses and hat:

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For the past three hours, I have been knitting and watching fight club on spike. I sound like one sexually confused lesbian.

I went to my first OA meeting today. And I plan to go to many more.

Sometimes it gets to be too much ( Read more... )

This is absolutely absurd. There is a twenty-year-old boy. He stands 5'5" with lots of freckles. He's says home "howm" and all he does is quote family guy or aqua teen hunger force. He has a horrible taste in music, he tries to make up for his stature by being a controlling asshole, and I went out with him for a month and change. I was an ( Read more... )

The heat carried the pink marks to my chest.
They travel travel towards your teeth.
My shining chain, my collar.

I wore them til they turned to blue.
You signed your name with welts.
Now no need for necklaces,
(Just some serious mental help.)

I peaked behind the branches today.
The light pinched my eyes flat.
And the bright leaves turned white.

My dimples reached for my ears.
And my eyes got used to the bright.
I saw how green the green was, and how high the sun sang.

The heat seeped through my hair,
It stirred my solemn thoughts.
It made me glad.

How can the hand,
The hand that keeps me
Hold a knife as well?

And the skin,
The skin over soul
Be so penetrating now?

It's not that I don't know I am sick.
It's not that I don't want to get better.
But when dying is eating,
And passing feeding.
Where does getting better recover?

I was up the whole night, sanding and welding.
It is beautiful, this hard slab.
The metal keeps my body.
It holds me together, I am safe.

Your eyes are neutralized.
Leaving no marks on me.
My metal breathes the words,
So they don't end up in my ears.

Cold and safe.