So i cried at work today.... yeah, weird. 
It was like i hung up the phone and couldnt believe that this doctor was so mean in a polite way ... that i cried. 
I really enjoy my job and when ppl say that the work i do is "pointless" ... that hurts.
It was pretty embarassing... i think this is the moment when i realized that this job sucks.

Work... sigh. Thats a fun story.

So i already told you how i got this job.... i decided after sacrificing my life for Dr. Theofilos working some 10hours a day... i would quit and work part time... which is what OCS could offer me. I started my first day and i didnt have a desk. The manager (at the time) didnt know that by saying "Yes" i was ( Read more... )

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Forgiveness:

1. compassionate feelings that support a willingness to forgive 
2. the act of excusing a mistake or offense

I began listening to horribly emo music about 2months ago (I think) because i thought that was the only outlet i had to scream out my inner feelings. The closer we got to Susie's wedding the more i thought about FORGIVENESS, and ( Read more... )

He has so much ability to love, but why not with us ( Read more... )

So, lets see?

Im pretty sure that my relationship w/ my brothers was over about 3years ago. Donnie immediately rebelled after mom was df-ed... (you may remember that i had to kick him out of my apt after him and his friend in a drunken stupor yelled at me and then vomited all over my house). I lost communication with him pretty fast. Mike i tried ( Read more... )

So, i feel like im on the Dr. Phil show... or maybe a well-scripted episode. Your blogs make me feel like i should analyze myself....

Tiffany once said that i "think with my penis" ... which makes TOTAL sense. Explains why i fall for the wrong guys. I am physically attracted to something about them and once my "penis" takes over... i dont really ( Read more... )

Continued.....

March 2007- Katie told about 5 key ppl that i was "bad association" and i was blacklisted from a whole social group. She stopped our study and we went from hanging out every week to ignoring me like the plague.

May 2007- Switched from Belvedere to Juno Beach congregation... I'm very happy with that decision. My mom was still df-ed at ( Read more... )

I feel compelled to write a novel... as you did ( Read more... )

Welcome back.

I feel so old after reading through my life in 2005. Hah.

Coffee this morning was a bad idea.

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