I listen to lyrics now... i have noticed it recently. I pay attention to words and think about their relevance, meaning, emotions... I never used to be like this... i was the kid onstage at the last convention who had inappropriate songs on his iPod b/c he liked the beat ( Read more... )

Have i mentioned yet that i am (was) a compulsive liar ( Read more... )

Today is Wendy's 23rd b-day ( Read more... )

Most of my childhood I was in counseling. I was told early on that because of the lack of stability at home I compensated by trying to please everyone. I bought gifts for ppl I didn't even care about, I would give you anything I owned. I craved attention craved love craved the desire to be wanted. I have always been a very giving person, budgeting ( Read more... )

I am ( Read more... )

My Weekend.
By Coral Wilson

Friday: After work Tiff and I met w/ Nancy & Justin at Brogues Irish Pub (in Lake Worth) to see the Pretty Faces preform. The bands didnt start until 10:30pm. First was Hello Human, who did a wonderful job of provoking the older drunk couples to dance. We left at midnight...

Saturday: I set my alarm for service... but ( Read more... )

Dream come true? I feel like all of my dreams are based on infatuation... and not what i really want.

I would LOVE to live in Austrailia... however, after watching the Discovery Channel's Deadly Dozen... i have decided to save that for the New System. Realistically, i dont care. I love the beach, I love the country... but i dont have a preference. ( Read more... )

.... Im at work. *sigh* We came in at 10am after the tornado warning expired.

"They're not horses, they're unicorns"
       -Bayside

You're pulling out your teeth
And I'm the Novocaine you pump in your cheek.

That’s why I'm still around,
You've got blood running down your chin.
But you suffered peacefully (suffered peacefully)

She was a termite
Eating away at my roots.
I was just a lost soul
Who needed a home
I was filling a void ( Read more... )

 So, i decided to make it a matter of prayer. I want to cut back my hours at work from 40 to 32 per week. I decided that it would be perfectly acceptable to take off Tuesday and Thursday mornings for service. So far budget-wise it seems realistic, unless of course something unexpected jumps out at me. The car situation will be perfect, b/c i can ( Read more... )