My head has never felt so jumbled and confused when it comes to relationships as it does now. I guess it was bound to happen, I haven't had to think about it for 2 years. I mean, in the end, it will all make for one hilarious story.

I feel like a blind kid who is "It" in a game of tag. whatever.

Can someone explain to me how I get hate mail from someone who broke MY heart 6 months ago? No really, it wasn't bad enough for him to completely shatter my heart and kill a 2 year relationship with his words but now he feels the need to twist everything so he can believe its all my fault and harass me about it to this day ( Read more... )

I miss my friends. I miss my life. I hate being tired by 7pm every night. Someone hang out with me.

It's funny to read everyone's livejournal posts. Do you really think people care? Honestly, I've learned that at the end of the day there is you and only you. So man up and deal. I've been so alone lately and have had to deal with a lot on my own...and look, I'm still alive. So stop complaining and just live the life you created for yourself.

I love the new people I have met and the new life I'm creating for myself. It's refreshing to realize that you are able to create something new for yourself if you try. I miss some of my best friends though. I don't see them enough. I haven't seen one of my good friends in over in a year and that's just pathetic. But I know that people move on ( Read more... )

I had a really good night. The past few days have been refreshing and happy. But yeah, tonight was good. You don't need details, all you need to know is that tonight put me in a good mood.

I am always missing someone. It's not fair. I never changed my heart, you did. Sure we grow up and become different people, but the love is always still there.. at least for me it is. It's just unfair.

Things are changing so much. I cried so much last night. For no particular reason too. I just cried for everything that is going on in my life. For everything that is going on in my loved ones lives. It felt so good, but messed up something good.

I guess you just can't have it all.

College is new and weird and wonderful and scary all at the same time. New people, new experiences, and new problems. idk Things are changing and it scares me to death. I'm just focusing on the good and the people I love, so I'm sure I'll be okay.

At 1:30 I am going to Logan Airport. I have a flight to Germany at 4:40 with my mod 4 Italian class. So crazy. Me, Michelle, Mr. Daily, and 7 other girls in Italy together for 9 days. I can't waitttt!!

Everyone be safe and have fun this vacation!

(I'll be home on April 23)