Today I felt like I gained a friendship, while I lost another. Weird how things work out.

I realized that my heart's too true to play all the dating games that boys go for these days. I live with a constant feeling in the pit of my stomach that makes me not hungry and sad. But my heart isn't changing, I won't let it. No matter how much this 'dating' life can hurt, I know that my heart is in the right place and it's going to stay there ( Read more... )

i want to find someone who cares about me as much as i care about them. why is that so hard?

I am currently sitting in a tea shop in Wellsley, Massachusetts. I am tired, a little chilly, but very content. I like being in a place where I won't run into people I know. I don't have to worry about making conversation or doing something stupid...because all of the people here are strangers. I like this freedom. It makes me want to move out the ( Read more... )

I hate not being able to see some of my friends because they are busy and have different lives. I'm getting by though, I have to. I'm meeting new boys and girls everyday and it seems promising. I don't know. I really hope I can see some real friends this summer though.

my friend died this week. it hurts alot. i'm too young to have friends dying.

I saw Tilly and the Wall last night at the Middle Eat. such a good show, i was a dancing maaaachine. They never disappoint. Oh, and the band was trying to buy weed off my friend...priceless.

I think it's time for more self-control...in more than one area of my life. Boys, food, school...it's time to settle down and get to work. Otherwise, I will lose myself within all of it. Very tempting, I know, but once in a while you have to be a lady.

I realized how ready I am for some things. I am ready for change, I am ready for love, I am ready for huge mistakes, and I am ready to get out of here. And this will all happen whether I have people by my side or not; I can't wait for anyone anymore. I have waited too long for people who aren't waiting for me. I am ready for you...are you ready for

I try to be all grown up and mature, yet I still wear a retainer to bed. what gives?