am i sleeping tinight? probably not. if i do get some sleep most likely i will have more nightmares. i am just watching movie after movie. maybe drugs would do me good. get me so pumped that i will crashh and finally just sleep. i told my mom about my self inflicted injuries today. told her i feel fine now. my psychologist is really helping ( Read more... )

i had a bad morning. but my day turned out to be the best day i have had in a while thanks to april. i am in love. not with april but i would like to hit that shit. call me tomorrow, we could work something out ( Read more... )

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