Its amazing the date that I stopped posting here.  It makes so much sense to me now... this part of my life was kept dark in my head.

Ok, so its been a long time since ive updated, and this update wont be that big either. Just wanted to say i didnt forget about this place, and that youmacon was fun (and definately more painful than a nail in the eyeball).

Well, there aint nothin better than surfin the net while at work. Of course, im only doing it on my break (way too much shit to do today!). From the sounds of it, megan had a good time last night with her sailor stars... thing. I think i remember her comming to bed, and I also think i saw sunlight??? o_o;;; Well, i hope shes awake when i get ( Read more... )

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Well, the weeks are flying by!  I need to do something to slow down the passage of time, but until october i dont mind much.  Ive gotten an urge to finally write my novel.  Im planning it out in my head first before I put anything on paper.  Usually when Im trying to go to sleep I think about the plot and outline and characters and whatnot, and ( Read more... )

Ok, so yesterday matt downloaded advent children, and of course I couldnt handle the temptation of it being in my own house... so I watched it.  And let me tell you

( OMWAFFLE ADVENT CHILDREN SPOILERS BELOW LULULUZLU1LIU1L2U3P12 )

I gave up on my withdrawl, and now am back on anti-depressos.  I couldnt handle work in the shape I was in, and I was only getting worse.  So, back on my dependency on meds, altho I do feel a hell of a lot better now.  My brain was feeling like this... sort of.

For the past couple of days, ive been a vegitable, so nothing really exciting to report ( Read more... )

It has been brought to my attention that a pirated version of advent children can be downloaded off the net.  My response:

you watched the illegal,japanese subtitled version of the greatest film ever made, and Im supposed to be jealous?  whats the point of watching it if you cant understand it?  I would be horribly disappointed if i watched it and ( Read more... )

22 days. 22 days left of this shit. 22 days left of trash and garbage and rotting food. 22 days of being locked in my room. 22 days until ultimate PWNAGE!! Tomorrow, Im going into that office at aspen meadows, slapping 300 big ones on that ladies desk, and shout "I have won sir! Behold my awesomeness!" This time around, things will be like they ( Read more... )

Today marked the third day without any of my anti depressants, and boy was I dizzy all day.  Several times I had to just stare at my desk and concentrate on my breathing, to keep my head from flying away i guess.  I actually took both of my breaks too, which is a rare occasion for me to take even one (my boss usually has to drag me with her to the ( Read more... )