me n elmir did the nasty...ooo yeah!

wow.. so its been a while. I kinda forgot I had a live journal. umm.. what is new? i don't know. School blows; I seriously wanna drop out and just marry a drug dealer. j/k. Work is good. I feel like I work all the time tho. Halloween is comin up and I'm totally excited about my costume. Ima be an angel and my date is gonna be a devil. yay. how ( Read more... )

Why this year sucks ( Read more... )

it's like 1 am and I am up watching life time. It's about a 33 year old guy and his 17 year old mistress. She is really pretty and he buys her expensive stuff. As shallow as I am, I don't think I could ever be with a 33 year old. yuk ( Read more... )

So i hung out with my russian lover. He called me cuz he was in orlando; we hung out--only for a couple hours tho because I had to work. He looks so good; he has even bigger muscles. I am kinda disapointed that I couldn't see him longer, but he says he will be back in the winter. Hopefully, he will stay with me. I also met his brother and he is ( Read more... )

I had such a great day. I woke up with a good night sleep, which is not something I get too often, especially since I am sleeping on couches and stuff. Then Elmir called me today. I haven't talked to him in like 4 months. I miss him so much. I think I have this wierd I can't have you so I love you feeling. It was so nice to talk to him. I miss ( Read more... )

-The Weather is really starting to piss me off. It's the summer and I am sposed to be spending it on the beach, but it rains every freakin day! How am I sposed to get tan. I cannot stand being this pale anymore. I guess Ima have to start paying 40 dollars a month to tan; that pisses me off on a much higher level ( Read more... )

I'm really excited about tomorrow. Ima finally get my hair cut and died and if it doesn't rain ima go to ponce. I don't really have too much to say 'cept...kolja loves me and I love being a blonde!

-So I spent like six hours cleaning my apartment yesterday 'n it isn't even all the way clean. I'm sucha slob. I have to be out in like two days, and I have sooo much shit! I don't think ima be able to fit it in my car ( Read more... )

I finally got a new license!! That was like the highlight of my weekend. 3 hours waiting at the DMV was totally worth it--now I can go out to bars and buy my own cigarettes--phew ( Read more... )