( Im emo?? )

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I swear, i hate this fucking world. I hate people who treat my like shit. I hate being depressed. I hate being sad. I hate myself. I hate people. I hate everything. Only a few people make me happy now. I cant stand alot of people. I hate being stuck here in fucking Bakersfield. I should move to Arizona, but i cant cuz of Christina, but shes ( Read more... )

Well, for a while now, ive been really depressed. I dont know why, but its really weird. I dont know what to do anymore. Maybe i just dont need to be here anymore. Maybe im just not wanted here anymore, and being depressed is a sign to leave this world. People say they love me, but why dont i feel loved? People say they care, but why do i fell ( Read more... )

Well, its fucking Friday night, and im fucking stuck at home with my fucking sister and mom. Well, at least i got alot of thinking done. Well, after thinking for a few hours, i came up with what i am thinking about doing. I want to move with my dad, and get home schooled. Then i dont want to have anymore friends, because all i do, is put them ( Read more... )

Damn this really sucks. Christina is going camping for a week, i think. I wont be able to talk to her :( Well, Ashlee FINALLY coming home today, but she wont be here that long, cuz shes going to a basketball camp thingy. Damn, theres going to be NO one to talk to. Oh well, ill live. Well, last night, i talked to Ashlee for TWO hours. Lol she ( Read more... )

Well, its been a few days since i updated this, so since i dont have anything else to do, i guess i can update. Well, Monday, i did nothing at all untill later that night. My mom and sister went to Incubus, and fucking left me here. THen Justin came over here, and we ordered pizza. It was alrite, not the best but yea. Today fucking sucked. I ( Read more... )

I didnt leave, and i guess i will keep updating, since i have nothing else to do. But yea, okay day. Went bowling with Brianna and Justin. I had alot of fun hanging out with Brianna, since i didnt have much time during school. Well, yea, im bored, and i made a quiz. Take it, and dont lie.
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You know what, screw this crap. Im running away tonight. My mom is a fucking bitch. I swear she pisses me off. Oh well, i am leaving, and no one can stop me. Oh yea, i think this will be my last entry, because i wont have a computer anymore. Oh well, uh... i would say call my cell to see where im at, but my cell dont work, so yea, no one can ( Read more... )

The end, no more, never again. Well, yea, no more LJ, no more MP, no more anything. Maybe no more me, but iunno. I could of made that possible tonite, but i was just thinking, and i decided not to do anything. Well, yea, i probably wont update on here anymore, cuz its a waste of time. No one cares, so yea. I dont want to be like everyone else ( Read more... )