and so my life progresses at a much decent pace..... joe cares, and so im okay. im gonna hang out with him today... so now i have something to look forward to.... aaahhh, the peaceful scent of silence.... the calming waves of the ocean... the terrifying thoughts and feelings at my feet now.... i have learned to take life as it comes to you... dont ( Read more... )

fuck this shit.... im not putting up with this any longer. im out. have a nice life...... hope ur satisfied. im out of ur life for good.... you pushed too far. bastard.

im gonna try to explain this as best i can...... when i met you....... i felt something diferent..... i had a feeling that u could change me and maybe help me get on with my life.... i always knew there was a risk..... but i tried to hard not to think of it..... i just wanted to get going, move on forward, and let the past go..... thought i could ( Read more... )

no, now physically today, today was nothing but stay at home and mourn. gavin came over for a lil bit..... uuggh!!! cramps kinda ruined my day..... sorry i was being a poo head.... but believe me.... it HURTS so yeah..... im sorry if i was a bit cranky.... uumm... lately life's been weird...... i dont feel the same.... and doesnt mean i dont love ( Read more... )

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im so freggin tired....... these tension headaches wont leave me alone..... my back is killing me.... im so tired but i dont like going to sleep here.... the bed´s too hard...... im home sick....... yet i like being with my dad and my step mom..... its sad to say and some day will regret to say that my gramma gets on my nerves a lot.... she´s too ( Read more... )

sigh..... only my second day here and my heart has been shattered.... i finally logged on to everything and it turns out that some bastard has won my precious chi on e bay..... BASTARDS!!!!! they will pay..... and that freggin sales person who sold it better have more or i shall seek my revenge!!!! its so lonely here..... tomorrow we´re gonna go ( Read more... )

i cant control the way i feel...... i dont even know why it matters..... but for some reason.... it does.....

todays my last day here for 2 weeks.... pray i survive the flights....... im gonna miss you so much...... but you'll be on my mind all the time. i love you. good night

god, some kids are just awefull...... im starting to loose my patience at the job. middle schoolers are GRR ( Read more... )

i've drawn too much today....... probably began at 8 or maybe earlier and ended now......... 12.... im pooped.... i kinda dont wanna go to school tomorrow..... but we'llsee....... i want those chobit books.... s set of two for the price of one....... not bad... well me go sleep..... goodnighgt. i love you gavin. see u tomorrow ( Read more... )