today, well.. it was alright, but yesterday sucked! I couldn't go over to ryan's house, he ignored me, I.. was just down, but in 4th, as usual, my friend made me feel better, she let me have the rest of her drink ( was alchool.. yes.. I"m bad ) but their wasn't much, just a sip, so I took what was left! and I got giggly... lol I know.. scary.. lol ( Read more... )

okay! first.. I broke up with tony.. * sigh * I know I know.. bad rachel! I went with my best friend Ryan, I've had nothing much happen, I can finally go on the computer when my parents are home. But.. I had sex.. and I lost my virginity.. * cries * I know I know.. bad rachel! I was over at Ryan's house.. well.. making out was nice.. we lost some ( Read more... )

well.. my holiday sucked balls... o.o except for new years eve, that was a very good day for Rachel... well.. I did some homework.. that was boring... talked to my friend Cade.. to see if he's well... which he called.. and it make me feel good.. he really missed being home, oh well... I wish I could help him out.. but I can't.. T_T he lives too far ( Read more... )

well.. today was okay.. except for the whole Cade thing.. I feel betrayed.. sure.. I still love him and all.. but I like Tony too... * sigh * love is a pain in the ass for me right now.. I feel like I"m really fat.. I hate my period.. and my back is sore.. * cries * I hate pain.. it sucks balls.. * sigh * I miss liz alot.. I haven't seen her in ( Read more... )

today was better... I can't until tomorrow.. I'll be going to that natural helper thing finally! I'll be skipping jazz band with tony.. but 0 period is so boring... oh well.. but yeah.. I just go their.. I"m not on the attendence thingy.. lol but yeah... I still have to pack up.. ACCK! its 10:23 p.m.! T_T and I have to get up early.. NOO!! oh well ( Read more... )

well.... this week was okay... just very busy.. a little bit more stuff to do then usual... scary for me cuz I'm so freak'n lazy... lol anyways... I got to become a Natural Helper at school.. and Mr. Hope really wanted me to go.. so I am going to the training place this coming week. well.. for all of you people that don't know what a natural helper ( Read more... )