well.. the last couple of days have been shit.. I'm in a rustle with jessica.. and Brandon asked me out today.. ._. what the hell! you don't spring that kind of thing on people! * sigh * the age really does bug me.. me and him did talk about it.. I told I'd think about it.. but most likely.. I'll say no.. I even talked to Dez about it.. and she ( Read more... )

Last night.. well.. was great for me! sadly I got close to someone... I feel like I'm ready.. but.. I know my heart will shatter.. and yeah.. not be alive anymore if I have another stressing break-up. ^^ at least that love statue I bought 4 days ago is working! Question is.. why do I like someone thats 3 years older then me? ._.'' wow dosen't that ( Read more... )

well.. today.. and since the last time I"ve posted.. I"ve been lonely, depressed.. being haunted by old memories.. and just.. shitty. I'm a Junior in high school of course... I'm on the bowling team at my school and even on varcity. Christmas is almost here.. my grades are awsome for once.. I'm actually trying to get over someone... I like 4 guys ( Read more... )

not much here... schools about to start... shelley died... x.x had a bad summer... T.T still no b/f...
>< and their won't be one! o.o decided that... x.x I"m might go lesbian..... I'm tired of the mind games with guys..... I"m just sick and tired of it... I think I'd rather be happier with a woman then a man.... T.T maybe.. not so sure yet... well ( Read more... )

well... I've had my heart broken.. x.x and I've known the idiot for 7 FUCKING YEARS! * sigh * he said he loved me... he said he could see us married.. but now.. x.x he drops me like a sack of potatoes.. T.T and goes out with some bitch! I hate her with a passion.. I even told her that I loved him.. T.T of course.. this always happens to me.. well ( Read more... )

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* sigh * for the past.. 3 days... I've been trying to go over to my friends house... >< and well.. o.o'' today is the 3rd day.. he still hasn't called... >< but he JUST signed onto msn.. pfft.. >< let me guess.. I can't come over... AGAIN.... * sigh * >< gah.. he hasn't said anything.... oh well... * sigh * jerk... well... >< now that I've tried to ( Read more... )

* sigh * been to a couple of marching stuff.. >< and jessica is now FINALLY going out with gnome, I'm happy for her... and I do support her... but I don't want her to get hurt... I got in an argument with sean... geh.... >< he really ticked me off..... sure, he is upset that I don't like jakob ( >< gnome, but I say both! ).. and I've never EVER ( Read more... )

well, I had my birthday of course... it was very nice! I got to have a sleep over, it went over.. okay.. but wish Liz would of been their... oh well! I got to talk to Robert alot, he did become my b/f, but.... it.. didn't work out, he was too clingy.. and I just dug myself a deeper hole of depression... I feel better now.... but.. god.. I"m ( Read more... )

well............... its almost my birthday! so excited! having venus, rika, dezmess and that's it! well... maybe miggsy and.. * sigh * satan ( cousin ) lol naw... she ain't too bad.. we just don't see eachother anymore... and we don't get along very well anymore.. its my sweet 16.. I want it how I WANT IT!but my parents are worried about peoples ( Read more... )