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The Battle - Inner battles and thoughts....
The Battle ( Read more... ) -
Just some random thoughts
Things have been pretty rough he past six to seven months. Had the worse top stresses you could think bout. Moved mid January to be with my so called fiance, got married at the end of January to my so called husband, gave up a decent damned good paying job and benefits that could have supported myself in the process of all that, and was only ( Read more... ) -
My Luck Changing? Maybe?
I do have some exciting news! *knocks on wood* It seems my luck is turning around some what. I finally have a job interview tomorrow at 9:30am! Then I have my psychology appointment around 3pm I believe. So keep me in positive thoughts for the interview position. Its out at Shannon Medical Center for patient records access position. This would ( Read more... ) -
Divorce Papers Coming My Way
My entire worlds falling apart. I don't want to think any more. I don't want the pain any more. I sit here right now crying. Luke merely messaged me long enough online to tell me that he's already started talking to a lawyer and that all I need to do is sign divorce papers when they show up at the door. I've already thrown up once since Luke has ( Read more... ) -
A Random Update
I wanted to do an update so people knew what was going on. I've talked to Luke a few times since I've been back home. Even after today's conversation I had sent him a text message asking him if he even missed me at all, his basic reply as said and as much as it hurts was, " Not as much as one would expect I guess. " How's a woman let a lone his ( Read more... ) -
Just a Crazy Update with My Life
Most of you know that on January 28th, 2009 I was married to Lucas James and moved to Columbus GA. Things got pretty bad there. From the 22nd of January I lived 13 days in a motel that I alone paid for just to make sure I had a place to live at. I thought he had all of that taken care of when I had first talked bout moving up there. I had started ( Read more... ) -
Moving to Georgia to be with my Fiancé
For those who have not heard yet, yes I am engaged! I am engaged to a very loving man and very sweet man Lucas James. I'm very thrilled to announce that I will also be moving at the end of the month to be with Luke in Georgia where he's stationed via military in the army. Yes I know for most who know me, this is a first time living away from home. ( Read more... ) -
The Many Ways to Say merry Christmas
I was wanting to wish every one a Blessed Yule and Merry Christmas and the best to those who dont really celebrate, but know you're in my thoughts this day! Love you all ( Read more... ) -
Emotional Moment - Dont care need outlet
Right now I am at a loss for words. Christmas doesn't feel like Christmas. Friends don't feel like true friends right now especially those that mean the most to me in life at the moment. Most of all I don't feel like any one believes in me. That's what hurts most of all. I do extend apologies to those I have upset they know who they are when they ( Read more... ) -
Yes another ranting sob story dont like it? Tough stuff it!
Just mostly wanted people to know im still alive and kicking if this journals even read any more. I've been dealing with the Holiday Blue Depression spree or as i like to fondly call it now the HBD Syndrome. Sounds professional does it not ( Read more... )