Its torture watching the girl of your dreams in the arms of another.

          For valentines day i would love to give you the knowledge of the secrets that are held from you, they would ruin your little world that you have figured out to be so perfect. But what you see on the surface, you would never expect to be underneath... If you only knew what happened when you were'nt looking. You have the one thing that ( Read more... )

Im tired of people telling me what to do with my love life... im not going to just find any girl to date to get over something... and im following my heart not what the world says to do... i wish they would just shut the hell up...

For as long as i can remember i never been the first pick ( Read more... )

Mmm i love my life and all and im not suicidal and i love god and he is everything i live for and love.....

But everyday without you in my arms, i dont see that day worth living!

I have come to realize that the nights are increasing unbarrable. Through my thoughts and my emotions i start to unravel into a state of mind where all i can think about is wiping away the tears from my eyes. My thought like monsters, they rip me apart leaving my heart and soul torn to pieces. Then I'm left to suffer and die an unbarrable death. My ( Read more... )

just another night in tears

There is only one problem i will never been ur number one... i dont even know if im ur second best anymore...

Feeling pretty god damn horrible! Whats he got that i dont have? You love me but care enough about him to just let me sit and wait? Why have i never been good enough my whole life.... the one person that should like me and love me and want me for what i am and who i am doesnt care to have me... =( whats so wrong with me?

All i can think about is my undying love for you... It just makes me sad.. and i so want to go to bed right now and never wake up... How much longer do you want ur own thing? idk how much longer i can take u doing ur own thing? Why not claim the one you love? How is love ever not good enough? Whats love anyways!