I'm feeling pretty sad right now. I don't like the whole long distance thing, and the fact that I have no idea when I will me making a trip back up there makes it even more difficult. at least when it was December, I knew I would see him on a few weeks and we counted down the days. Now I'm ridiculously broke, get barely any hours at work, and I'm ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm going crazy. maybe I'm just feeling the reprocussions of the holiday season and working a lot along with everday responsibilities. I'm also trying to better myself by focusing on goals that I've had for awhile but not fulfilled for various reasons. I'm just hoping that from here on things will happen easier than on the past few

I want to be one of those girls that looks good in pretty much anything. Sigh, if only I could have a flat stomach.

Is it too good to be true? I'm not sure what to do. I want to trust, but whenever something is questionable it's hard to do that. I just want to be able to trust that nothing will happen when I'm back in Cali and he's still here until mid-August. I can't really confront him about my findings because then he won't trust me. Ugh.

I wish my hair would grow faster. And I would stop breaking out. And that I was a little thinner. Ick.

First day back at school for my LAST QUARTER....I graduate on my Birthday!! YAYYYYY!

The past two weeks have been awesome...New Years weekend was soo much fun. I've met some new people, and made some new friends. I've been doing better at work. So far things are looking up. Hopefully they'll continue to do so.

I seriously have some kind of problem. I feel like everyone is trying to screw me over somehow. I feel like I can't trust anyone except for a select few. I'm afraid of getting close to anyone anymore. I think way to much. I'm having way more anxiety. I'm stressed because I don't know if I'm going to be able to stay here and survive.

I've got an idea....stop telling me what NOT to do. Because I'm going to do it anyway. Because I really don't care about what you think. And I have just as much freedom of speech as anyone else..I'm sorry that you're not stressed out of your mind and having anxiety attacks every fucking day or wanting to cry all the time because you're so confused ( Read more... )

I tried hard to keep myself together after I got out of school. I was so upset by being late to work, and so stressed about all the homework I have to finish. When I got to work everyone could tell something was wrong. And when the asked about it, I just started crying. Claire said I could go home if I wanted to. So I did. I was so tired all day, ( Read more... )

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